Double Taad/Father [Aidan Turner]

Chapter 18: Fight/Cry/Love

William: 6
Kate: 4
Felix: 4
Lillian: 1
Liam: 0

7:30 pm

All the children are finally asleep, and I am waiting.

Waiting, as I do every single day.

Aidan is shooting for a new series, and he is always late, literally every single day.

And he never texts or calls about when he's coming home, and when he is home there's only three things on his mind.

-Food
-Alchohol
-Sex

And I am so done with him, I will wait for one more hour, if he's not home by then I will honestly leave.

8:31

I am so sick of this, of him, of life, of every single man on this earth!?

9:30

Better go to bed, the children have school tomorrow.

I went upstairs and I put my favourite sleeping shirt on, but when I was about to crawl into bed Liam started crying.

I went over to his bedroom and I took the crying boy in my arms.

"Shh, shh, mummy's here, shh." I whispered, wiping tears off his cheeks.

After a few minutes he finally stopped crying, I placed him in his crib again.

Just a second after that I heard the front door close, I shortly sighed.

I halfway down the stairs, crossing my arms and looking at Aidan.

He was eating, as usual, and drinking, also as usual.

I quickly cleared my throath, he turned his head to me.

"Oh, darling! I didn't see you there, how was your day?" he asked, I kept a straight face.

"You're late. Again." I hissed, he shortly sighed.

"Oh, honey I'm sorry. It was a long day of shooting, and it took longer with the makeup 'cause there was lots of makeup today." he said, walking up the stairs.

He then gently wrapped his arms around my waist, and buried his head into my neck.

I felt a short kiss placed in my neck, I pushed him away.

"No."

I walked upstairs and into our room, locking the door behind me.

"Skyla, come on, let me in." I heard him mumble, I sighed.

"If you would've texted or called me today it is a maybe. If you would've been on time I would open the door right away." I said, I heard him curse to himself.

"Skyla, you know I love you." he sighed, I groaned.

"That won't fix this. I am so done with you, this, us." I exclaimed, falling down onto the ground crying.

"I tried! I really did, but if you're always gone I can't do it! Do you have any idea how hard it is to take care of five children, Aidan?! No, you do not! Aidan Turner, I am so done with you!" I yelled, I heard no reply from the hallway.

"You don't know how much I miss you... And the children." he sighed, I could hear a lump in his throath.

"Everyday on set I see children acting as if they love the adults while they don't in real life. And Eleanor, she acts as if she loves me. While I can't do any of that. I can't act, I'm so bad. I need to think Eleanor is you to be able and kiss her. Ask any of the people I work with about you or any of our children and they will know everything! I talk about you constantly, because I love you." he said, I sat down against the door.