To Betray Me

Valencia

"This is a four bedroom with two offices attached. Outback you have a spacious backyard with a pool and private cabana. Down in the basement is two extra bedrooms with a living space and a bathroom. The asking price is 500K."

I looked around the room, "How long has it been on the market?"

"One month but for you I'll take it off for a month while you decide. I know this isn't easy."

Nodding I shrugged. My realtor was also a friend of mine so she knew the situation I was currently going through. Everything I have is from him. My husband and I need to do things on my own now. I can't depend on him.

After leaving the house I went to the car dealership, "Is Henry here?"

"Yes one moment."

I admired this Mercedes as I waited for my dealer to come from his office. This car was beautiful.

"When I saw that I thought of you."

I jumped slightly, "Oh. I can't get this. It is too classy for cheeto crumbs and animal crackers."

He laughed, "Do you want it?"

"Yeah but you know..."

"I'll tell you what. Let's get you this car and then I'll talk to my friend down at Chevy and see if we can get you a mommy car too."

We did the paperwork for the car and he submitted some paperwork for a Chevy Tahoe that his friend had at another lot. This isn't what I want to do but it's what I have to do.

I drove to my moms to get the boys but it was fairly quiet and she was in the living room reading her bible.

"Are they sleeping?"

"No. Their father came and picked them up."

I'm actually not upset that he did. He hasn't seen the boys in a while so its nice that he thought about them for a change.

"Ohhh. Okay ima go."

She closed the book, "Sit and talk. How did the house thing go."

"She's going to take it off the market until I reach a decision."

"Is that what you really want?"

"Oh yeah its a nice house."

She sighed, "Moving away from him. Is that what you really want to do?"

"I don't have a choice mama. I'm tired of going through this with him and this isn't getting any better. I might as well start the process."

"Don't do it until you're sure. Those kids are going to go through a lot so make sure you're sure!"

"Yes ma'am. Where are the evil sisters?"

She laughed, "Child I don't know. Y'all all rip and run the streets. Mama can't keep up."

"No mama not me."

"Anyways!"

"I'm going home. I'll see you soon lady. Love you!"

My ride home was full of thoughts. Is this really what I want. I love O'Neil but I can't put myself through this time and time again. It's becoming draining to me and I can't take it.

"Mama!!!! Daddy is here!"

I smiled at their faces, "Oh is he! Wow! Go play with him while mama showers okay."

My husband and I locked eyes as I turned the corner to go upstairs and take a shower. It has been a long day and I needed the therapy.

Our shower was amazing. It was like a stand up with a bench built into it. I was all into my music that was playing and didn't notice my naked husband had joined me.

"O'Neil..."

He dropped to his knees and pushed my legs open licking my core. My eyes closed tight as he wrote his name with his tongue across the heated box.

I grabbed his head and pushed him deeper as my legs started to shake violently and I released into his mouth.

He stood slowly and sat down next to me. My eyes couldn't help but look over at his member standing up at attention. It was like a learned behavior. My body lifted up and slid down onto his.

"Shit!" He gripped my hips and moaned into my neck.

Grabbing his shoulders I picked up my pace and he guided my hips in the right direction.

"Fuck! Fuck! Shit."

My ass stung and he popped me, "Fuck I love you girl!"

"Oh I love you too."

He lifted up and pumped into me hard releasing his seed. We showered together and he walked into the room. I went under my cabinet and quickly took a plan B. I can't have any more of his babies right now.

When I walked in he was on the phone, "Yeah I'm on my way home now."

My heart broke. He looked at me and sighed before turning walking out the door.

Throwing my robe on I followed him down the stairs, "O'Neil please stay. Don't do this to me please."

He looked back and shook his head walking out the door. Tears quickly wet my face and my breathing sped up, "Please! Don't do this please! I love you! Do you love her?"

"Stop."

I ran up to him and spun his arm, "Do you love her!"

He sighed and looked away, "Yes."

My chest caved as if I was having a heart attack. How did this happen? Why is this happening?

His car backed out the driveway and my body hit the floor. I cried as I laid out on the ground.

"Mommy get up please! Mommy!"

My voice wouldn't form for me to answer their questions. It was as if I died. The gate opened and my sisters came running to me.

"Get up baby come on!"

Ty ran outside, "What's wrong with mommy! Mommy! Mommy answer me please!"

Von grabbed him, "She doesn't feel good pooh. Come on let's go get some pizza."

Vivian held me in the foyer of the house as I screamed and cried, "He loves her! He loves her! I can't do this! Let me die Vivian! Just let me die."

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"I can't live like this! I love him! I need him!"

Sitting in my restroom I called my husband for the fifth time as it went to voicemail. How could he do this to me! To me!

My eyes locked on the pills in my hand. The boys left with my younger sister and Vivian was downstairs making me food. I didn't want to live. I don't know how to live without him!

I crushed half of the pills and snorted them while swallowing the other half. My body started to feel lite. The muscles in my back and legs gave out and I hit the floor.

"Valencia! Valencia! No! What did you take! Fuck somebody help me please!"

Another body appeared in the doorway built like my mother. She was faint but I knew that was her, "Mommy."

"I need an ambulance to 8900 Teal Run Ct. My daughter has taken drugs please get here quickly!"

Vivian cradled my body and cried and I went deeper and deeper into darkness.