Brendon Urie Imagines [✔️]

#6: He Blamed Himself

Authors Note:
FOR BEST EFFECT: listen to "The End of All Things" by Panic! At the Disco while reading
-(Y/N)= your name
-(Y/L/N)= your last name
-Halle

~~Brendon's POV~~
"The surgery went well," the doctor paused "but we don't know if she will live" the doctor added.

"C-can I see her?" I stuttered trying not to cry

"Well, yes. But you have to wait a few minutes." The doctor said

*5 minutes later*

"Okay, Mr Urie, right this way." The doctor took me to (Y/N)'s room

Once I entered her room I was relieved that she was still alive, but I still wanted to cry. I pulled a chair over by the hospital bed. I sat down. She had breathing tubes in her nose, an IV in her left arm and stitches everywhere. I felt like this was my fault. I shouldn't have yelled at her. I caused her to run away.

Brendon's Flashback
"If you're just so unhappy, just leave" I yelled

"Fine! I will!" She screamed with tears running down her face, then ran out of the front door.
End of Flashback

After the argument I never saw her. I called everyone I knew and they had no idea where she was. She took her car and drove off. Someone had driven right into the driver's side, hard. Most of the injuries were internal but she did break her knee.

I gently kissed her forehead. Tears started to run down my face.

~~Your POV~~
My eyes fluttered open. To my left I saw I was hooked up to an IV and on my right I saw Brendon sobbing. He was a total wreck! He was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt, and his hair was all over the place. I shouldn't have ran away.

"(Y/N), I'm so sorry this is all my fault!" Brendon said wiping away his tears

"Bren, it's not your fault," I paused

"Yes it wa-" Brendon got cut off by me

"It was mine. I shouldn't have ran away." I said, I started to tear up as well

"Mr Urie, could you please step out of the room for a few minutes?" The doctor asked

"Sure" Brendon said clearing his throat. He walked out of the room.

"Ms (Y/L/N), you may not live." the doctor stated

"Does Brendon know?" I asked starting to tear up

"Yes, I had told him in the waiting room." The doctor said leaving the room

Brendon came back into the room. He sat on the bed and gave me a hug. I cried into his chest, knowing that he may never hug me again.

~~Brendon's POV~~
I fell asleep at the hospital. I woke up and gave (Y/N) a kiss on the cheek. She wasn't waking up.

"(Y/N)?!" I whispered-screamed

"Baby, wake up!" I started to cry she didn't wake up. I felt my heart break into millions of pieces.

She had died in her sleep. I could never see her, hug her, or kiss her ever again. The worst part was that it was my fault.

I went home. I went inside a and sat on the couch. I couldn't stop crying. The love of my life was gone forever.