Brendon Urie Imagines [✔️]

#16: I'm Sorry (requested)

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This was requested by JennaSalvatore6
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***Trigger Warning. Stay Safe***

"How many times do I have to say I'm sorry, Jenna?" Brendon yelled repeatedly

"I don't know! Okay?" I blurted out as tears poured down my face

I grabbed my car keys off of the coffee table and my purse before I stormed out the door. I got into my car, tears blurring my vision. I wiped my eyes before starting the car. I drove to closest hotel to get away from Brendon.

I checked in and got a room. I found my room and entered. I ran to the bathroom with my purse. I set it down on the counter and dug through it until I found what I needed. I pulled out a razor and a bottle of pills. I grabbed a glass of water and rolled up my sleeves. I took numerous pills then I pulled out my razor.

And these were just starting to heal.

I slit my wrists, a bit deeper than the old cuts. Tears streamed down my face, cut after cut. Once I started to feel light headed, I knew it was good enough. The blood dripped down my arm and all over my clothes, but who was I to care? I sat down on the tile floor and cried. Then everything went black.

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I woke up and I was instantly blinded by a bright white light. My wrists were wrapped, which confused me. I heard voices but I wasn't sure what they were saying or if they were real or in my head. A figure came into my view.

"Hey." They said softly

"Hi." I managed to say quietly

"Look, Jenna, I'm really sorry." They said and that's when everything came flooding back to me

"You've got some nerve, Brendon." I quietly snap

"Please calm down. The doctor says you need to take it easy." Brendon said

"Ugh. Whatever." I mumbled

"I don't care if you forgive me or not but," he paused and grabbed my hand "but just know that I'm really sorry." He apologized before he kissed my hand

A few tears started to roll down my cheeks

"Baby, don't cry." Brendon soothed as he engulfed me into a hug

"I'm s-sorry." I cried into his chest

"No, baby, you have nothing to apologize for. I shouldn't have cheated on you. This is all my fault." He said

"But I-I shouldn't have tried to k-kill myself." I cried even harder

"Everything is gonna be ok." He cooed, soothingly rubbing my back

"I love you, Jenna." Brendon said

"I love you too." I muttered into Brendon's chest