Brendon Urie Imagines [✔️]

#17: I Can Explain (Requested)

This imagine was requested by Squishy_nerd123

***Slight Trigger Warning. Stay Safe***

      Tonight Panic! At the Disco performed at a carnival. I had watched from the side of the stage. After the show, Brendon walked right over to me.

"That was amazing, Bren!" I exclaimed before kissing him

"Thanks." Brendon smiled

      Brendon wrapped his arm around me as we walked to his dressing room. Once he got changed we went back outside. We walked around the carnival for a few minutes until I saw the Ferris wheel.

"Come over here!" I exclaimed, pulling on Brendon's arm

"Ok, ok, I'm coming!" He chuckled

We got in line to get on the ferris wheel. The line wasn't that long song Brendon and I and a few other people got on it. I sat down in the seat type thing as did Brendon. The ferris wheel stopped while our seat was at the top, because it was letting people on.

"It's so beautiful up here." I said

"Not as beautiful as you." Brendon smiled and I blushed

I reached my hand up to push my hair behind my ear until Brendon's hand grabbed my arm

"Y/n... w-what are these." Brendon hesitated

Oh shit he saw my cuts

"Bren, they're nothing. Honestly." I lied

"Y/n, they're something." He calmly protested

"C-can we just talk about this later?" I shyly suggest

"Fine." He agreed before he kissed my forehead

After we got off the ferris wheel, Brendon and I went back to the tour bus because we had to leave. Brendon took my hand and lead me to the couch and we both sat down.

"I'm sorry." I said as I started to cry

"Baby, it's ok. But you can tell me anything." Brendon said, embracing me in a hug

"How long have you been doing this?" He asked

I just shrugged

"Is it me?" His question took me by surprise

I pulled away from his embrace "Of course not. Don't even think that for a second." I said

"But why, y/n? You don't have to tell me if you're not comfortable." He said

"It's my parents, Bren. For a couple months everything at home has gone down hill and they wanna get a divorce." I explained, tears running down my face

"Baby, I'm so sorry. You should have talked to me." He said as he hugged me again

"Babe, can you promise me one thing?" Brendon asked

"What?" I replied

"Just please don't do it again. If you feel depressed, come talk to me." He begged

"Ok. I promise." I said

"Good. I could never live knowing you were hurting yourself." He added before he gently pressed his lips to mine

"I love you, Brendon." I said after we came out of the kiss

"I love you too, y/n." He smiled