Over again|| Thomas Sangster

16~ New memories.

Thomas' pov.

WHAT!? Did I just hear her correctly? I feel my face go pale and Dr Ash was looking the same. I feel a wet tear flow down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away. I need to stay strong. I walk towards her trying not to startle her.

"This is Thomas, your boyfriend of two years." Dr Ash speaks carefully. He eyes widen and flicker between us both. He suggests that I should leave while he explains everything to her because she trust him. I nod sadly and walk out with my head hung low.

I pinch the bridge of my nose trying to keep calm. I slide down on one of the white walls while my shaking hands hold my head and I try to block everything out. What are the chances this happens!? I rub my hands over my face and feel my hands get wet with tears that I didn't even know was there.

I bit the inside of my cheek and try and focus on the pain instead of my utter sadness. I try to remind myself to not worry and if she can stay strong for me I have to do the same for her. I sit there staring at the wall feeling nothing but numbness.

After what felt like hours the Doctor came back on with a dull and tired expression. He sat down on the ground as well and rubbed his face. Scarlet was more than a patient, they are like family. He turned to me and told me that the same thing that happened to me is happening with her.

"...something like this has never happened before. It's very very rare." he informed me.

He said it was best to just leave her with her thoughts and visit her tomorrow. He also said that she should get some rest and will be in the hospital for the next day. As badly as I wanted to I couldn't stay the night beside because she didn't remember me so I drive home.

I didn't bother having a shower or eating any thing I just dragged myself to the bed and flopped on top of it. Her pillow smelt just like her. I grabbed it and held it close to me. Is this what it feels like to go through something like this? I don't like this feeling. I wish I never lost my memory of her and I really wish she never lost her memory.

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I didn't get a wink of sleep. I was too busy with my thoughts the whole night. It was 10 in the morning and I decided to go to the hospital now, I think now she might have had enough time alone, hopefully. I quickly but safely drove and was there sooner than I thought.

I saw Dr Ash. and he motioned his head for me to follow him. I obeyed and I was soon face to face with Scarlet. She looked better than yesterday, he hair was brushed,her face was full of colour and she didn't seem to be in any pain. She looked up at me and smiled slightly.

I can tell she didn't recognize me but she knew who I was because Dr Ash told her and he showed her videos and pictures. I guess she might of accepted it now. I heard the door shut and it was now just us two. She stood up and walk towards me and I didn't know what to do or say so I stayed silent and motionless.

She said that we should go but she wasn't ready to go back to the house. We got everything ready and we were now in my car and I didn't know where to drive. I place popping into my mind which I thought would be a good silent place to talk in private. I drove about 10 minutes and the drive was painfully awkward. We arrived and we both stepped out and started to walk.

I drove to a lookout that I remembered we used to go to and it was where I asked her to go out with me. It was a beautiful rocky cliff with a bench chair on it with a gorgeous lake that reflected the sun in it. We sat down and we both knew we had to start talking.

"Look, Thomas I know that you are my boyfriend and I got told you went through the same thing as me. We just switched places. Tell me if you think that the love we have but I can't remember is worth fighting for. Maybe we were supposed to forget." She stated sadly not wondering if it was the right choice.

I know we are going through a rough patch but that doesn't mean we have to give up completely and that's what I said to her. I touched her cheek and I didn't care if she was weirded out but she just shivered and I knew it was because she still felt something.

We were both standing in front of each other with very little space in between us and my hand was still on her warm cheek and both of her hands were on my chest. Her head was tilted so she was looking up at me because she was shorter than me which I found adorable.

"What's the point if we don't can't remember our memories?" she said sadly. I thought for a minute and she was still looking at my eyes.

"Then let's just make new ones," I whisper in her ear.

She leans in slowly and I do the same and our lips collide and it feels just like our first kiss. Our first new memory.

The end
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