Over again|| Thomas Sangster

8~ truth

Scarlets pov.

I thought about what to choose. If i picked dare then I would have to do something really bad or something wouldn't like and if i picked truth it would be something awkward. I just said truth cause that seemed the safest.

He smirked and stated my truth " Out of all of us boys besides Thomas who would you fancy?" he said smirking. He knew I never liked answering that question because I didn't like anyone else in that way and it was weird.

I saw Thomas shift uncomfortably and I just tried to think. I couldn't say Blake because he is to young. I couldn't say Will because he is like a brother to me and so is Dylan. Ki Hong would have to be the best choice because he knows how to make me laugh so I just said him.

I sat there awkwardly and decided to ask Kaya a truth or dare. She picked truth and she had to confess her crush. After a few minutes of playing we got bored and Kaya said she needed to show me something.

I nodded and followed her into the kitchen. She turned to face me with a worried look on her face. "Are you okay?" I was a bit taken back by the sudden change of emotion. I give her a confused look and she said about Thomas loosing his memory and all.

I could tell Kaya everything and I trust her and she tells me everything. I shrug and then start to tell her. "It's definitely not easy, it's like I don't know what's acceptable or not I don't even know if I can hug him without he being creeped out and in trying to make him remember things but it just painful to see all of our memories that only I remember. " I say and my voice cracked at the end.

I felt like crying and Kaya noticed. I knew I couldn't cry because it would cause a scene and I didn't want Thomas to know he was the reason so I took a deep breath and said that if I'm going to get through this I need to be strong. I walked out the kitchen to see all the boys playing racing.

~an hour or so later~

We were all just chatting until I hear a small thud. I look over and see Tommy on the ground, he had gone unconscious and everyone started to freak out. "Guys it's fine that's what happens when he gets a memory back!!" I yell over them.

They all sigh and Ki Hong says "thank god I felt like I was a witness to a murder or something!" he says grabbing his chest 'heart' dramatically. I roll my eyes and the boys drag him up onto the couch.

It was about time to go home but Thomas was still unconscious. I needed to get home because the boys were doing something and I just wanted to go home. Dylan carried Thomas to the car and I thanked him and drive home.

I parked the car and wondered how I was going to get Tommy inside. I knew I could carry him by myself so I did the next best thing. I pulled Thomas out of the car and strapped pillows around him that I got from inside.

His whole back was covered in the pillows and I started to drag him inside. He didn't get hurt because the pillows were protecting him from the ground. After a few minutes I had propped him up on the couch and went for a shower.

I let the warm water run over me and I instant relax. After I washed and did everything I started to think about what Thomas would remember when he woke up. I thought of some possibilities and turned the water off and started to get dried and dressed.

After I was decent I walked downstairs just in time to see Tommy stirring awake. I walk over to him and he had tears in his eyes. He told me that he actually felt what he was feeling in the memory. He looked like he was about to cry.

He hugged me and I was shocked at first but I then relaxed and hugged back tight. I missed his hugs, he still smelt amazing but now wasn't the time to be worrying about that.

I whisper soothing things in his ear and he calmed down and smiled weakly at me. I asked him what he remembered. He swallowed and started to speak. "I just got home and I couldn't find you until I heard you crying in the bathroom. I walked in and you were on the ground crying on a ball. It broke my heart seeing you that way." He started looking down at the end.

I knew this memory it happened about a year ago. I blinked away the tears that were about to fall. He continued "I ran up to you and hugged you and tried to calm you down I asked what was wrong and you said your mum but you could finish the sentence and started crying,"

"Somehow I knew what you were going to say and I started to get tears in my eyes. I felt sad and pained but you felt worse. That's all I remember... What happened to your mum?" he said trying to not push me over.

It didn't really work and I started to cry at the memory. He pulled me close to him and started to rub my back and I felt calmer. I knew I had to tell him and so I was wondering how to word it. " My mum died that night!" I say quietly.