Over again|| Thomas Sangster

5~ hard night sleep

Scarlet's pov.

I walk upstairs on the verge of tears and I grabbed my clothes and stepped into the bathroom. I got undressed and went into the warm refreshing water. After I had done everything I needed I sat down on the floor with the water running down on me.

I cried and cried. I tried to be quite so Thomas wouldn't hear but I just needed to cry. Just watching those video's it brought back all of our good memories that only I remember.

After about a good ten minutes I washed my face so it wouldn't look like I was crying. I usually never put on makeup. Thomas said I looked beautiful already without it. He convinced me that I didn't need it so that's why I never wore it.

I stepped out, in the mirror my eyes were slightly red but by the time I got dressed my eyes would be fine. I got dressed into my pj's and stepped out of the bathroom. I went downstairs to see that Thomas was still watching the videos.

When he saw me he smiled and turned the TV off. I could tell he was tired, he could barely keep his eyes open. I went to grab his hand but then stopped myself not knowing if Thomas would be comfortable with me touching him.

I tell him to follow me and he does. I go up to our bedroom and tell him he can sleep in here. He nods but then stops , "But where are you going to sleep," he asked. I was going to be sleeping on the couch and I knew if I told him that he wouldn't let me and I didn't want to argue about who was sleeping on the couch.

So I let him have the bed and I just told him that there was a spare bed. He let out his breath glad to know he wasn't making me sleep on the floor or couch. I said good night to him and he said one back.

I walk out and grab myself some pillows ,blankets and lay them out on the couch. I went into the bathroom brushed my teeth did my hair and everything else.

I turned off all the lights and went onto the couch. After a while of just thinking about everything that's happened and what's to come ,I fell asleep.

*dream*

It was the afternoon and I was crying hard on the ground. Thomas came downstairs with all of his belongings and a dumb blonde chick. I ran up to him and told him to not do this. He looked at me coldly and pushed me away.

"Scarlet I don't know who you are and I don't care about our past relationships. I don't remember any of it and you should just forget it. I don't even know how I loved you. Just I want to move on, forget everything , forget you and never see you again.
Forgetting you would have been the best thing for me. Goodbye!!" he says without emotions.

He walked out the door with the girl who had way to much make up on and looked like a prostitute. She smirked at me and left with him forever.

*end of dream*

My eyes shot open,, heart pounding and all I could see was darkness. it wasn't real it was just a dream, I kept repeating that in my head. I got up and washed my face. I looked at the time and saw that it was 3 in the morning.

I groan silently to myself, usually whenever I have a nightmare Tommy would be right beside me, I miss the old days. I shake the thought out of my head and go back into 'bed'.

Usually falling asleep was my only sweet release from the worries of the world. In my dreams I could escape, find relief. And for a few seconds when I awoke I was oblivious to my concerns. I would enjoy that brief respite of time before my troubles burst to the forefront of my mind, but tonight was a nightmare.

I sigh and after a little while I fall back asleep.

~Morning~

Thomas's pov.

Last night I had a nightmare about the car accident. But for some reason when I was sleeping in that bed all alone it didn't feel right, I felt alone and that someone should be there. I'm pretty sure I was used to Scarlet sleeping next to me but when I woke up I knew she wasn't there.

I wipe my eyes and walk downstairs only to see a figure sleeping on the couch. I knew it was Scarlet, I feel a wash of guilt flood over me, it should have been me sleeping on the couch, I knew there wasn't a spare room.

I think she lied because she I knew I wouldn't let her sleep on the couch. I sigh and walk up to her. She looked so adorable and peaceful when she slept.

It looked like she had a rough night. Maybe she also had a nightmare. I walked past her and into the kitchen and looked for some thing to cook. I found some pancake mix. I set everything up and started cooking breakfast for both Scarlet and I.

~After cooking~

Scarlet just woke up and he her hair was chucked up in a cute messy bun. Her clothes were scrunched a little but she looked so cute in the morning and her morning voice was to die for.

"So why did you sleep on the couch?" I say while eating some of my pancakes. She blushes and said because there wasn't another bed she said it like it was the simplest thing in the world.

Scarlets pov.

Thomas was about to say something until he froze. He stood there motionless. That's when he blacked out. He started to fall to the ground but I caught him so the impact wouldn't hurt as much.

I panicked what was wrong with him?