The Boy Curse

Chapter 12: April

    *Edit : The Song is "What About Your Friends?" By TLC to add the meaning of the song

 
   I hate to admit it, but I needed to talk to someone about my friends. Luckily,  I didn't have to talk to my family members.  I could just ask one of my friends in my neighborhood, that are/were in high school. Fortunately, I'm really close to April (a girl in my neighborhood that graduated last year)

     I knew she would be perfect, because when she was in 11th grade and I was in the 7 th grade, she was telling me that she was going through the same experience. I didn't really understand anything at that time, but now 2 years later I believe that I understand perfectly. So, I decided that I really needed to talk to her by 5p.m when we're both home.
 

     So, at 5p.m I went to her apartment. Confused, she decided to tell me everything that happened in her life after she graduated.  So, she works as a cashier at the Krusty Krab and has a sister that I never knew about. I told her  about how middle school ended, high school thus far,  and my "situation" after I told her about hat I wanted to do to Jadzia. After hearing this she looked stunned. I don't blame her, I would too.  Last time she saw me, Jadzia, Ella, Nayeli and I were at her house to talk because we were bored. I'm guessing that she was under the impression that we were really best friends. I didn't realize that I never told her about Jackson.  So then she asked me exactly what pulled us apart. I told her about Jackson, what he looked like and how he had a wonderful personality.  She looked at me really confused. Misunderstood I asked her why she was confused. She replied "Well, I don't know your friends that well, but I have been in high school and I've had friends, even ones that are as close as you guys are. So, tell me how does he have a wonderful personality if he pulled friends apart? I'm sorry if I'm offending you in anyway. But, friends are supposed to be there. But you guys weren't friends. You guys were best friends, best friends are more special, they're like siblings, we all hate our siblings at one point. But, if ANYONE  bothers them, we feel as if they're bothering us. So, if ANYONE  and I do mean ANYONE disturbs your best-friendship, you don't need them. Do you understand?" I nodded

       I thanked April and quickly walked home. I hated to admit it, but se was right. My best friendship was perfect. I hate to admit it, but the only way I can stop feeling guilty about my best friends is to tell Jackson that I have to end our relationship.