I'm sorry, but he's not coming back

Gone

She sat in her bed crying. Peggy Carter was never going to see Steve again. She started whispering her thoughts to herself as she rocked back and forth.
"I don't know what to do."
"This place has never felt like home to me, without him." 
"Why me?"
"Why did the universe decide that we should be apart?"
The love of my life is gone.
She just laid in her bed trying to fall asleep. Sleep was the only thing that could make her forget. But sleep wasn't enough, it wouldn't bring him back.
Steve was never coming back.