My Reality (Zayn Malik love story)

Chap. 12*

*edited Oct. 11, 2020*

~Litsy~

I wake up to a stiff neck and groan slightly. One of the reasons why I rarely sleep on the plane without a neck pillow. I look at my watch and its only 2:00 p.m. I still have a couple hours to go, reading what's left of my assigned article and taking notes. I log off once I'm done and watch a movie online. As I was choosing a movie the person next to me got up, seeing a new movie on display I decided to choose that completely forgetting my surroundings.

~Zayn~

Heading back to my seat after going to the restroom and I slowly move into my seat, grimacing as I realize someone might recognize me.

I turn to my side to see who the passenger beside me is and quickly hide my shock as I realize it's Litsy. She's watching a movie, so I don't disturb her. What am I supposed to say? Litsy I'm sorry I was a jerk and I want you to come back with me? No, that won't work. Litsy, I'm so sorry, I deserve all the hate you feel against me. I didn't mean what I said. Hmm... that might work.

Using the confidence, I have left inside me I decide to tap her shoulder. She looked me straight in the eyes and I could see the recognition as clear as day as she slightly glared at me. She knew what I was about to do, and her facial expression went from a smile to a frown. She was not too happy to see me.

"Zayn what are you doing here?" She whispered as she paused her movie.

"I followed you so I could apologize for what I did." I cringed at the truth but was hopeful she would listen to what I say.

"Zayn, what about the tour?" She frowned at me with a look of concern.

"I'll get back in time don't worry. Right now, I'm worried about you and you're my priority. Without you I don't have a life, you were my everything and still are. I woke up every morning knowing you'd be beside me. When I woke up today and didn't see or hear you, it broke me. Knowing that you were about to leave me forever, I couldn't let you go that easy. It may be selfish, and I know what I said hurt you. I'm sorry that I caused you so much pain." Looking down at the floor in shame as I think of what a life without her would feel like.

"Zayn, I forgive you, but you have to understand that I'm leaving because I want a fresh start."

"I know Litsy, I know."

"Why follow me then? I understand that you want me back but-"I stopped her mid-sentence with my hand and looked back up at her.

"I came back for the one person I can't live without, you, please let me be with you." I was pleading with my eyes hoping that she would understand.

"What about One Direction? What about all your fans? What about the boys? What about your family? Zayn you already have a life and I'm not in it. I love you too Zayn, I was going to tell you my real feelings for you. Before I got the chance, you said all of those words and my heart broke into millions of pieces." I felt an ache in my chest knowing I was the cause to her pain.

"Litsy, that's a part of my life and I won't abandon them but you're what makes it complete. I'm sorry for what I did, know you didn't deserve any of it. You have been through so much and I didn't mean to add more to your plate."

"Zayn, I told you, I forgive you."

~Litsy~

I stare into those big brown eyes that never fail to make me feel butterflies in my stomach. "Zayn, I told you, I forgive you." Silence follows after my statement and I do something I didn't expect. I lean into those perfect lips and kiss him with all the passion I have for him. The passionate kiss seemed to last forever without a care who was watching. This was our first kiss and it was the best feeling in the world. We both slowly pull away, catching our breaths. "Zayn, I love you. I never wanted to leave you but it's too late to go back now."

"Litsy come back with me, there's nothing here for you. You can study from anywhere in the world come back with me." His eyes were begging me to give in and I wasn't sure I'd be able to resist for very long. "Come back with me as my girlfriend, Litsy will you be mine?" He said grabbing both my hands between his.

"Yesss I'll be yours!" At this point everyone was staring at us, but I didn't care. I was now Zayn Malik's girlfriend, and nothing was going to ruin that. I hugged him close to me and cherished the moment. This time it wasn't me and who was I to deny him the pleasure we both seek, he leaned in to give me a kiss.

~Zayn~

I stared into those beautiful hazel eyes that made my world seem all that much brighter. So much was happening at once and I couldn't help myself. l leaned in and gave her a kiss to seal our newfound relationship.

"Now I can say that you are officially mine. There's no way I'm letting you go now."

We talked, watched a movie together, and I fell asleep with Litsy watching over me. Making sure no one finds out who I am and feeling incredibly blessed with the woman besides me.

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