Please Dont Hurt Me

oh shit (part 2)

Mia's pov
(Conversations in her head)
Mate! Mate! My mate is this sexy beast! Mia focus! OK ok but why would the moon goddess put him with a broken person like me I'm unlovable my day keeps getting worse

Leo's POV

I told my mate that she is my mate and instead of going to place trillions of kisses on her face like I planned I couldn't from the look she gave me as if shes terrified of me and she scooted back to where she bumped against to wall that was behind the bed made me feel like I've been stabbed multiple times with a silver knife

My wolf Leon suggested " maybe shes scared of us I mean we are about 6'0 and were well built so instead of approaching her like we just did, try to gain her trust" I never thought about that but that's a good idea

Time for plan B I said mentally " sorry I didn't mean to scare you honestly " she looks a little relaxed but she's still tensed up " but you are my beautiful mate and I have been waiting a really long time for you I was anxious I'm sorry I'm really sorry" she started to get less tense and inching closer " I would understand if you don't want to be close to me or if you hate me but I just want you to know I wouldn't hurt you and I would love you unconditionally and till the end , I wouldn't even look at another woman or think about having feelings for that if it ever comes down to that I would..I would.cut my own dick off.." I hear a small giggle come from her when I said that and I couldn't help to blush after just realizing what I just said

Mia's POV

Pfttt I can't hold the laugh anymore he said he would cut his own dick off but aside from that I think ...I want to trust him but I don't know I want to be in his arms I want to be his and only his I want to feel his lips against mine but I can't I'm not good enough I'm not even good I'm beyond garbage I'm like the gum that sticks on the sidewalk he deserves better ... But I don't want him to be anyone's other than me is it wrong to be selfish I knew it I'm a bad person but if being selfish makes me a bad person I think I want to be bad even if just for a moment

So I tell him "I..I think I trust you"
He just grinned a toothy grin then I looked at the time and said "oh shit I'm late" and I grabbed my tattered backpack and ran home
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Alright another chapter done but once again I think its crap I think I'm going to rewrite it but its close to finals so I'm freaking out but I will be updating and please bare through it its my 1st book but please send me feedback and things I can improve on just know I'm not changing the characters but I'm going to need names so I need suggestions