MARGE'S POV
Good morning sunshine! Argh!! Hang over. Tssk. Tinignan ko kung anong oras na, maaga pa pala. 5:30 am. Hmm. I look at Jirah. She's peacefully sleeping beside me. I love this girl.. Her eyes, nose, lips, chin.. Everything about her. She's one of a kind. Mahal na mahal ko to. Buti na nga lang walang conflicts saming dalawa e. We are both accepted by our parents, and specially our fans. Pero yung iba hindi.
Sabi pa rin nila na mali mag mahal ng kapwa babae. They're not in favor of same sex relationships and marriage. Kasi daw man is made for woman, and woman is for man. It was written on the bible. I know that it's wrong, but we, bisexuals,gays and lesbians, don't we have the rights to be loved back? Everyone deserves to be love, right? But the society just hate us. This kind of relationship.. They say that it was a sin.
Kung minsan sinasabi ko na napaka mapang mata ng mga tao. Kahit namn anong gawin namin may masasabi sila e, so bakit hindi mo pa gawin yung gusto mo? Nothing will change. If loving this kind of a girl beside me was a sin... Lord forgive me, but I'm ready to be a sinner just for her.. I love her so much. I know that she's worth it. Every step, every pain.
Di ko namalayan na naiyak na pala ako. I was never been dramatic, saknya lang. Haha. Pinunasan ko agad yung luha ko at tinignan si Jirah. Tila namn naalimpungatn sya
"Good morning babe" isaid then kissed her forehead
"Good morning " she said. She look at me, i just smiled
"Are you crying?" she ask. Tssk. Napansin nya pala.
"No" sabi ko. Deny muna, sasabihan na namn akong bading neto e -.-
"Liar. Why? What's the matter babe? Anything wrong?" she worriedly ask.
"Nothing babe. Don't worry " i said. Kita ko namn para syang nalungkot, tatampo na namn to. Tsk
"Hey.. Wag ka ng mag tampo" sabi ko
"E ayaw mong sabihin kung anong problema e. Kaylan ka pa nag lihim sakin Marge?" malungkot na sabi nya. Awww. Ang babe ko nag tatampo. Haha. Ang cute nya tuloy lalo sa paningin ko XD
"Babe. Haay. Oo na po. Umiyak na ko" sabi ko. Ayoko namng pati simpleng bagay pag aawayan namin noh. Kung mahal mo talga ang isang tao, ibababa mo ang pride mo para saknya! Ganun yun. Haha
"Why?" tanong nya
"Nothing. Im just really happy" sabi ko. Hinawakan ko yung kamay nya at ininterweind sakin. Fits perfectly :)
"I just realized that I'm blessed to have you. E sino ba ko? Im just a gay named Marge Tejada. Who am I to have you? To have Jirah Llaneta? But here. Look at us now, me and you. Loving each other. Destiny really works at us, maybe it sounds cliche to you,pero sabi nga ni James Reid. "naniniwala n ako sa forever magmula ng nakilala kita" haha. Funny right? But it's true" i sincerely said. Nakangiti lang sya all the time na sinasabi ko yun.
"I don't believe in Slow motion, I don't believe in Butterflies in stomach. I don't believe in Sparks. But when I met you, you just changed it all, Ji. I love you that now I believe in Fast forward. I see my future having you and our kids. Spending my whole life with you. Butterflies? I don't have any of that, but when I love you I have Dinosaurs in my tummy. Everytime you touch me, hugs me.. And everytime you kiss me. It feels like for the first time. Sparks? No. Poste na ng Meralco ang meron ako nung minahal kita. That everytime I touches your hand, your face, every part of you, I can feel electricity running through my body. That's how much you affect me." sabi ko. Nahulog na yung mga luha sa kanyang mata. Pinunasan ko namn yun gamit ang thumb ko. I kissed her lips passionately. The kiss was full of love. I broke the kiss cause we both needed air. She looks straight into my eyes
