DENNISE'S POV
Im walking lang dito sa field. Its just 2am in the morning. I cant sleep.. At di ko pa kayang makatabi sya sa pag tulog. Its still painful kahit dalawang araw na yung nakakalipas. Ang OA ko ba? Kasi everytime na nakikita ko syang sinusundo yung manager at ni Kiefer nasasaktan ako. Everytime na napapanood ko yung mga interview nila lihim akong napapaiyak. Hindi ko alam. Am I just being so sensitive? Hindi din naman nya ako sinusuyo e. Know why? Because she's too busy with her career.. Haay.. Being a girlfriend to a famous volleyball player and instant celebrity really sucks.
Humiga na lang ako sa ground. Watching the stars na unti unting nawawala dahil sa mga ulap. Ano kayang feeling being up there? Parang ang saya kasi nakikita mo lahat ng nasa baba.
Pumikit ako at binura lahat ng nasa isip ko. Pinapakinggan ko lang yung tunong ng malakas na hangin.
"1
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Mahinang bulong ko. Minulat ko ang aking mga mata. At naramdamang pumapatak na pala ang ulan.
Gusto ko ng tumakbo at lumilim pero mas pinili kong magpakabasa sa ulan.
I closed my eyes and an image of Kiefer and Alyssa poped out on my mind. That interview na para daw syang "kare kare" ano na lang pala ako? Tira tira na lang para saknya?
If I could just slap that man infornt of the media.
If I could just tell everyone that Alyssa's mine
If I could just be as strong as that..
But I cant..
Umupo ako at sinigaw lahat ng sama ko ng loob
Sa kanya
Kay Kiefer
And how this f*cking world works!
"Arghh!!! I hate you for making me feel this way! I hate you for all of this pain! I hate you.."
"*I hate that I love you..*"
After I said those words my heart feels like bursting from pain. I stand up and kick that soccer ball. I dont know how to let go of this feelings!
"Den.."
"Alyssa?"
Shes here. Infont of me with her umbrella. Buti na lang umuulan hindi napapansin yung mga luha ko.
"Dennise.."
"What do you need from me?" I coldly said
"Im sorry.. Please. Just hear me out baby" She say as she walks near me
"No.. Dont you dare come near me" I said with all those madness that is in me
"Baby.. Please.. Listen to me" sabi nya pa rin at lumalapit pa rin papunta sakin
"No!!" sigaw ko habang umaatras
"Naipit lang ako sa sitwasyon Dennise." paliwanag nya sa akin
"Inisip mo man lang ba yung mararamdaman ko Alyssa?!" sabi ko
"Yung career nya at yung akin was on that line!"
