So I was talking to one of my friends today and he basically told me that I diss everyone who's ever been with me or tried to be with me
I just now realize that I have a weird way of doing things.
I push people away but then I feel sad for being lonely and I often feel like no one will ever want to be with me.
I 'diss' people because I have terrible trust issues and I always assume that people want me because of my body (even though I think it's ew).
I guess I just feel like no one really wants me for me, you know ??
Ugh help :(((((
~Chandi
