I Hate You

Chapter 6

I tried not to make a lot of eye contact or any contact for that matter with Joey, fir the fact he fucking raped me or something and he's just a douche. Me and Phil walked around and loved just talking to each other. Sometimes even a smile during group therapy was something that would melt my heart and I don't know why, but now, feeling someone else's touch made me shiver,in disgust and fear.
Phil came up from behind me during Breakfast and put his hand on my wrist. Exactly where Joey touched it. I jumped when he did that, spilling cereal on the table, which I then had to clean up.
" Are you alright? " Phil smiled, but a hint of disappointment was in his tone of voice.
" I-I'm alright I'm fine.." I lied, shoving a spoonful- or 3 - into my mouth.
" You don't seem like it. " he said, his eyes tracing me every move narrowed down to pay closer attention.
" You are such a liar. " Phil grinned, and touched my shoulder to which I flinched again, this time more hyperactive.
" What's gotten into you?" Phil frowned.
"I don't wanna talk about it right now maybe some other time.." I led on.
"Please? Danny I -"
Hearing that again made my heart pump faster and my brain turn to mush.
"Please don't call me that." I scolded.
"I'm sorry, I just.. it was stuck in my head." Phil looked upset. He stood doctorate his tray to the cleaning room and I followed him.
" Phil do you really wanna know what happened? " I tiredly asked, knowing that if I let this go it would be on his mind until. 3000.
"Yes"
"Promise you won't flip out?" I pleaded.
"Yes just tell me" we set our trays down and went to the rec room which surprisingly was empty. We went to a small green table, and I put my hand on the table to which he covered it with his own, making me flinch, but I calmed down.
"Basically, Joey just kind of held me against my will last night and decided to make out with me and talk dirty to me." I said, looking down to my hand.
" Oh.. stay away from him."
"He's my room mate"
" Oh. Tell someone. "
" I'm scared to, but promise me, you won't tell a soul."
"I promise."

Group therapy came quicker than usual but it wasn't any different compared to a normal one. This is a normal one Dan shut the fuck up.
I was the first one there with Phil as usual, and we took a seat in the corner of the room. Then Joey walked in, and he gave me a wink. I cringed and shivered, making Phil hug me, and rub my arm and repeatedly state " he can't do anything, it's okay I'm here for you now, and I love you"
The I love you made me quite glad.
Joey stared at me all through group session. To the point where I needed to throw up.
" Mr.Marbles may Phil and I be excused, I'm feeling light headed and dizzy.." I stated, and a quick nod from him was all I needed.
We left the room, and went to the bathroom,while I eroticically leaned over a dirty ass toilet for the next forty five minutes, and Phil, leaning next,to me, kissing my cheek for reassurance that he loved me and everything was okay.
" Dan are you sure you're okay?" Phil asked, in the small gap between his lips and my cheek.
" I'm fine Phil, thank you. "
" I love you,"
"I love you too, but could you hold my hair.." I drizzly asked, and Phil did.
Throw up quickly filled the toilet and the smell of the room changed quickly too.
" Better out than in huh?" Phil said, laughing. His cute laugh. Him just being Phil was cute.
"You know, being in a hospital isn't so bad when the cure is in,your hands." I said. :-}
" Am I your cure?" Phil asked curiously.
" Yes. And I love you Phil. "

Aye this chapter sucks too, but suck it up, it's 4 am, and my mom won't let me on her computer bc I drank her coffee creamers. Shit. :) anyway follow and vote thanks so much cx