Omaha Boys Preferences and imagines (Discontinued)

Unexpected Part two (Sammy)

Sammy's POV

I was unsure of myself the minute I parked.

Chase was with Emily. After three weeks of bonding with him I was pretty protective. Chase I looked just like me. I shouldn't be able to see Y/N in him but I do. When he gets frustrated his nose scrunched up. He laughs a lot. He's starting to talk more. He didn't know many words when I got him. Emily and I have been working on it.

Nate doesn't smoke in the house anymore. He goes to another place when he's drinking and getting high. I haven't drunk alcohol since I've gotten him. 

Y/N's Aunt, Linda called me. The cancer was really agressive. She told me that Y/N was weak. Linda wanted me to come visit. I didn't want to at first. I didn't know how I would be able to look her in the eye, knowing that I would loose her soon. 

Linda told me that I would regret it. This could be my last chance to settle my differences and make peace with Y/N. 

So, here I am sitting here in the hospital parking lot. Afraid to go talk to a dying girl. I cringed when the thought crossed my mind. 

I got out of the car and shoved my keys in my pocket after locking the doors. I checked my phone again before I started walking towards it. 

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I hated the smell of hospital's. I stood in the elevator between an old man, a teen in her phone, and a little boy picking his nose. The teen girl looked up. She stared at me and winked. I did nothing. If only she knew that I was here visiting my ex and that I have a son.

"Sammy, I'm glad you came," Linda was waiting for me when the elevator opened. "Excuse me," I mutter and brush past the people to get out. 

Linda hugged me. Most of Y/N's family were huggers. 

I patted her back. Linda stepped away and motioned for me to follow. We started walking down the hallway were Y/N must be. 

"How's Chase?"

"Good. He likes sleeping and laughing," I blurted. I didn't exactly know what to say.

Linda chuckled, "He's like you. He can sleep anywhere." 

We stopped in front of a door. My heart was pounding in nervousness. "You two should probably talk alone. I'm going down to the cafeteria."

I opened the door and stepped in. "I think the pain meds are working," Y/N said without looking away from the window. The tv was playing softly but she was staring out at the morning sky.

I studied her when she wasn't paying attention. Her y/h/c was laying flat on her pillow. She looked tiny like she lost a lot of weight. 

When I didn't say anything she looked over at me. Her face became shocked. 

"Sam?"

"Yeah, it's me." I sat down in the big chair next to her bed. 

"Why are you here?" She asked. I could already see tears in her eyes. 

"To see you. Linda said there wasn't much time left..." I trailed off. She nodded. 

"How's Chase?" She asked. "I miss him."

I clenched my teeth. "Yeah, me too. I missed his first words," I snapped. I didn't mean to but Linda said to get closure. I really wanted to know why she kept him from me. 

"I'm sorry," Y/N said. "You were just starting out in your career when I found out. I didn't want to make you choose."

"Choose what?"

"Between us and your career," Y/N said.

 "This isn't about me and you. This is about a child I would've never known I had unless you got sick like you are now. You never intended to tell me, did you? Did you ever stop and think that maybe I could've had both a family and a career?"

"Don't you dare," I could see a tear flow from the corner of her eyes. 

"Don't what? I'm stating known facts," I nearly yelled. 

"Excuse me, is everything alright?" An older female nurse walked in. Y/N wiped the tear and ssaid, "Everything is fine."

The nurse gave her a look that said 'i don't believe you' but she left anyway.

I signed when I realized I was being a jerk. 

"I don't want to fight, Y/N. This is why we weren't together. We weren't good for each other. I wasn't good for you. We can't go back in time and change things either," I said softly. Y/N nodded.

"I'm scared, Sammy," more tears came out. "Of?" I asked.

"I'm scared to die. I'm scared of what will happen to Chase. I'm scared that he will forget me when he's older," Y/N was full on crying now. 

I stood up and sat on the edge of her bed. I cupped her cheeks and brushed away the tears.

"He won't forget you, Y/N. I'll make sure he knows. I'll take care of him and raise him like you would. I'll teach him kindness and hard work. No doubt he'll be stubborn like you too," I smiled. Y/N laughed. I dropped my hands in my lap. 

She reached over and took one of my big hands in her delicate ones.

"I love you, Sam. I'll always be there watching over Chase and you. Always in forever."

"Always and forever," I repeated. 

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I took Chase to visit Y/N for the next few days. I was there for her in her last few days. Until her very last breath. Always and forever. 

A/N 

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