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ok sooo sorry for the wait, but I must be honest with u... from now on u really REALLY are going to have to wait for me to upload because school starts monday and highschool isn't the best place ever <.< plus I have to wake at 7:00am to get ready then go to school and start class at 10:30am then I finish school at 5:30pm, horrible I know -.-
And this chapter probably it's rushed, sorry XP just have a great Idea for it and needed this to be done XD
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Chapter 10
Oh my goddess I did not know that every day that passed of me being in ‘the heat’ it will get stronger and worst, I already witness him fighting with a squirrel and a normal FEMALE wolf because he THOUGHT they wanted to mate with me -.- AND I didn’t know if you stayed in wolf form not shifting to human, your period acts like I’m a real wolf… 63 days, 63 STUPID DAYS!! That’s horrible! I already passed 40 days and still need to hold for 23 days… and why couldn’t I be a brown wolf or something? They only have to be in heat for 15 or 14 days but nooooo I had to be a black wolf, horrible I know -.-
“Stop it” I snapped at him as I try to drink from the river because he was touching my back and trust me, you wouldn’t let him do that, not even touch you in ANY way, something already happen >.<
When he retreaded his hand, I drank water then went to lay down under a tree.
I looked at him as he went and got in the water.
I don’t know how long he will be able to hold the urge.
I know one day it will happen, I mean why can’t we do it now? Yet I knew the answer for that ‘I was scared’, who isn’t when it’s they’re first time? What do I do, what do I do!?
I guess I was spacing for at least 6 minutes because Jace sat next to me and caressed my face, I let him not caring about that right now, I just want to feel his warm hand, how it calms me and ma-
BRI!!!
Shiz sorry!
“Are we going to join a pack?” I asked him as I laid my head between my paws.
“Only if you want too” He replied.
“I don’t like being order around, makes me want to kick their asses, I seriously can’t stand being in a lower position than the Alpha’s, I feel like I’m betraying my family” I said and whimper as I thought of what my dad will say if he saw me in a pack and not being the Alpha female.
“Then we won’t join a pack”
“What happen to the pack you were in?”
“They banned me because I found a mate”
“Why they didn’t accept females?” I asked.
“There aren’t a lot of female from our kind so some packs just don’t look for female because it will bring to much trouble, they rather die and bring their kind to extinction than fight for a ‘worthless’ female as they put it” He explained rolling his eyes. “But they are a lot of packs who have females so we aren’t in the extinction line yet.”
“But your Ex-alpha was nice to me and why the hell do they call us worthless when we females are the ones who keep the race alive? They sure are stupid!” I exclaimed pissed that they call the females worthless, we are not worthless! We are far from that!! -.-
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