okay so i technically havent been completly honest with a lot of you. i mean like mainly one person knows this but im just gonna do it right now
I am pansexual. now if you dont know what that means. It means that One who can love sexuality in many forms. Like bisexuality, but even more fluid, a pansexual person can love not only the traditional male and female genders, but also transgendered, androgynous, and gender fluid people. (this is coming from urban dictionary) now mainly teaton23 knows this but like almost all of my internet friends knows this
next this im going to tell u no one in my irl knows this but people on the internet knows this. now please note that i am still pretty confused about this. i guess like a couple months ago i started questioning my gender or gender identity. but i knew i wasnt transgender it was just really weird. so i looked it up. took a lot of quizes. which almost all of them said i was genderfluid. now i did not want this to happen at all. i began to hate myself even more. i mean i planned to come out as pansexual to my mom then someone ruined it.and took all that confidence of coming out. now i dont think i could come out as pansexual and genderfluid. ya know sometimes i just want to end it all. yeah even now i just hate my life.
also if u dont know what genderfluid means it means that
gender Fluid is a gender identity best described as a dynamic mix of boy and girl. A person who is Gender Fluid may always feel like a mix of the two traditional genders, but may feel more boy some days, and more girl other days.
Being Gender Fluid has nothing to do with which set of genitalia one has, nor their sexual orientation.
also i never really liked being called a girl. i guess i thought i didnt believe in ,,, honestly idk but
i do perfer they/them pronouns please okay bye