Breathe (JiDaraYang fanfic) ON HIATUS

Chapter 1: Stone Heart

Fame. Money. Love.

Those are the things every person wants to attain.

"Dara! I love you!"

"Dara! pansinin mo ako!"

"Dara! autograph!"

"Tumingin ka dito Dara!"

Those were the things that I usually here everytime I step out of the limo and unto the red carpet.

Cameras flash everywhere, notebooks waiting to be signed, and reporters trying to interview you even to the point of asking what I had for breakfast this morning.

I'm here at Seoul Colosseum attending the Seoul Music Awards and I was nominated in various awards.

My designers were preparing my outfit for my performance and I was calming myself down and doing my rituals.

"Places everyone! Dara! go to your position" one of the crew told me and I immediately walked in the platform.

The music started and I can hear all their screams.

I started to sing my song as the platform started to go up.

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The way you move is like a full-on rainstorm And I'm a house of cards

You're the kind of reckless that should send me running

But I kinda know that I won't get far

And you stood there in front of me Just close enough to touch

Close enough to hope you couldn't See what I was thinking of

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain

'Cause I see sparks fly Whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby as the lights go down

Give me something that'll haunt me When you're not around

'Cause I see sparks fly Whenever you smile

My mind forgets to remind me You're a bad idea

You touch me once and it's really something

You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be

I'm on my guard for the rest of the world

But with you, I know it's no good And I could wait patiently

But I really wish you would

Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain.

Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain

'Cause I see sparks fly Whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down

Give me something that'll haunt me When you're not around

'Cause I see sparks fly Whenever you smile

I'll run my fingers through your hair

And watch the lights go wild

Just keep on keeping your eyes on me It's just wrong enough to make it feel right

And lead me up the staircase

Won't you whisper soft and slow I'm captivated by you, baby Like a fireworks show

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain. Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down

Give me something that'll haunt me When you're not around

'Cause I see sparks fly Whenever you smile

And the parks fly Oh, baby, smile And the sparks fly

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As I finish my song I was lifted up in a chair that led me to the backstage.

Everybody clapped and congratulated me for a great performance. I eventually changed my outfit and went to the reserved seat as I watch other performances and ready myself for the awards.

"Best Vocal Award goes to Dara Park!" 

"Best Music Video award goes to Sparks Fly, Dara Park!" 

"Album of the year award goes to Fearless by Dara Park!" 

"Song of the year award goes to Dara Park!" 

"Artist of the year goes to....Dara Park!"

Overall, I accepted five awards for the night. I stood up and gave my speech as I recieved my Artist of the year award which was the biggest award of the night.

I smiled to them. "There are many talented and amazing artist out there and for accepting this award, I feel really honored and proud to have amazing fans like you. I dedicate this award to my family, to the Daralings out there, and to my beloved Youngbae. Thankyou!"

Claps and howls were heard after that. I went to the backstage and they congratulated me for winning these awards.

Lee Chaerin, my manager came to me and hugged me. She felt like a sister to me rather than a manager.

"Did you call him?" I asked her and she shook her head.

"Talk to him, I'll bring your things in the car. I'll let them out of your dressing room so you can be alone" Chaerin patted my back and gave me a sly smile. Only Chaerin knows what I am going through.

They left my dressing room so I locked it. I sat down and faced the mirror.

I smiled, a smile that can't reach my eyes.

I reached out for my phone and dialled out Youngbae's number.

"Hello?" he answered on the fifth ring and I could barely hear his voice because all I could hear is club music.

"Bae. Asan ka? Nanalo kase ako ng award kaya gusto kong magcelebrate. Magki---"

"Sorry Dar. Nandito kase yung mga kaibigan ko kaya gagabi ako ng uwi."

I sighed. "Ah sige. Mag--" I didn't finish what I said when I heard someone shouting on the other line.

"Youngbae! come here! It's party time!" that wasn't only a voice. It was a girl's voice. And I wasn't even shocked. I got used to it.

"Take care B----" "Listen Dara, I have to go. Bye" He hanged up the phone and all I could hear was the beeping sound of my phone.

I stared at the mirror and tears were already running on my eyes.

Yes. I love Youngbae, but it seems that I can't get the love that I wanted back to me.

I watched my engagement ring in my finger and faced the mirror again.

"It hurts"

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Tell me your thoughts on this story first. I'm in college already so I have to find time to write this. I promise you I will finish this, I love jidarayang eh. :))

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