Breathe (JiDaraYang fanfic) ON HIATUS

Chapter 7: Meeting a Diary

"What were you doing there all alone?" He asked me as I drank my cappucino

Were here in a 24/7 cafe near the river. I wore my hoodie on so no one can recognize me. Besides, only a few people are here

"I was kind of waiting for someone to show up" I smiled at him. "Oh where are my manners, I'm Dara Park. You were the photographer in our shoot right?"

"Ofcourse I know you Miss Park. I'm surprised you could remember me.

"Yeah I guess I did" Ofcourse I remembered him for the fact that Bom and Minzy were drooling over a picture of him

"You're Kwon Gayong right?" I pointed at him. He smiled a gummy smile and laughed.

"Actually it's Kwon Jiyong maam" Fudge! That was soo embarassing

"Oh yeah! I was about to say that." I bowed my apologies and continued to sip my drink.

"So...who were you waiting for Miss Park?" "Just call me Dara" I smiled at him.

"Uhm yeah. So who were you waiting for Dara?"

I looked down on my cup. It would be embarassing If I told him that I was stood up by my fiance, but I guess I could trust him. He seems to be the guy who won't tell secrets

"Err..I was actually waiting for my fiance"

"But he didn't show?" I nodded. He suddenly patted my head. "I'm sorry about that."

"No it's okay! I was supposed to be the one who is sorry for hugging you like that. Guess I was a fool again. I expected too much from him" My voice trailed of at the end. Tears were running down my face again.

"Aigoo! What is this" I giggled and wiped my tears away. "I'm sorry for being emotional. I guess I just needed somebody to talk too"

"Don't worry Miss P--Dara. You can tell me anything. I have time" He smiled at me.

Jiyong was a very sensitive guy. He knew very well things about girls and how to understand them. I told him all about Youngbae and how I got an arranged marriage with him and the rest of it.

"Wow Dara. No offense but, he's a jerk" He giggled a little and I glared at him

"You sound like Chaerin. No he's not a jerk. For me, it's okay if he doesn't show up in times like this. He's a business man so maybe he's busy. He's doing this for his future...with me."

u must really love him Dara" I smiled at Jiyong and nodded.

"Yes I do love him, even if he can't give the love I wanted back from him. He's still going to fall for me soon. And I hope that we'll be happy in the future together. Call me selfish, but everybody has to do insane things just to keep their loved one theirs right?"

He posed like he was thinking about it. I can't help but laugh at this kid. He really got into my soft side.

We exchanged stories about ourselves until we didn't realize that it was already 5am.

My phone vibrated so I excused myself to the bathroom and answered it.

"Yah! Dara! Where are you huh?! It's 5am! Did Youngbae hurt you again?! That jerk if he lays a finger on you----" I put my phone away for my ears can't take the wrath of the BOMinator

I held it back in my ear when I heard silence on the line.

"Hello?"

"Sorry Dara. Bom's mouth is saying things again" Chaerin told me "Where are you now? You got rehearsals later."

"I'm in a cafe. Don't worry about me" I assured her.

"What happened? Is Youngbae with you?" I gritted my teeth.

"I'll explain it to you when I get home okay?" "Okay. Bye. Takecare" Chaerin hang up on me.

I looked into the mirror in the bathroom and I saw a pale girl with big dark circles under her eyes. Was this the girl who used to hang out and took care of Youngbae? Because all I saw was a girl full of hope. I girl hoping to be loved by someone who thinks of her as trash.

I went back to where Jiyong was sitting. "I'm sorry Jiyong, but Chaerin called me and said that I had rehearsals later. So I guess I should rest and get going"

He smiled at me "Oh sure. Come with me, I'll take you to YG"

"Oh no need. I'll just take a cab" I assured him

He laughed "It's 5am Dara. You're a girl, not just any girl but you're one of Korea's biggest stars! Come on. I have a car park near Han River." He guided me the way and drove me to YG.

"Were here Dara" He opened the car for me as I got out.

"Thankyou Jiyong for taking me home. I really had a great time with you." I smiled at him

"You too Dara. I enjoyed talking to you"

"Can I see you again Jiyong? You know, in case I wanted to talk to someone" He laughed and patted my head again.

"I actually was appointed as the new stage director of YG. So I'll see you here" I laughed.

"Here's my calling card Jiyong. Incase you needed my help just call me" He accepted it and gave me his calling card as well.

"I'll get going now Dara! Bye!" I waved at him as he drove away with his car.

I entered our dorm yawning for I was really tired. But as I turned the lights on, I saw three of my bodyguards sitting in the couch with crossed arms.

"Yah! You scared me!" I glared at them.

"Where have you been noona?" Minzy asked me.

"What happened Dara?" Chaerin stood up and led me to the couch.

I told them about how Youngbae didn't show up after I waited for him for almost three hours.

"That jerk! When I get my hands on him I will surely break ghdijbsisbdjxj!!!!" Chaerin covered Bom's mouth as I continued my story.

"There was a figure walking towards me so I got excited and thought that it was Youngbae so I immediately ran and hugged him. But it wasn't Youngbae at all"

"Then who was it?" Bom asked me

"He first led me to the cafe and I talked to him about what happened. We were enjoying each other's company until Chaerin called so he took me home" I smiled.

"Who's the lucky guy noona?" Minzy asked me.

"It was Jiyong. You know, the photographer from last time" I wasn't able to finish for Bom and Minzy's screams filled the room.

"Yah! Lucky noona! Oh I wish we also waited for Youngbae oppa so I could meet Jiyong!" Minzy told us with a sparkle in her eyes.

"Me too! Ohmygosh Dara. So you got his number?" Bom asked me.

"Yeah. He told me that he'll be the new stage director for YG. So we'll be seeing him often" They screamed again. Oh my ears.

"Enough of that. So Dara, are you angry about Youngbae?" Chaerin asked me with comfort.

I thought about it. "Well I guess after talking to Jiyong about what happened to me. I felt that I got everything out of my chest. Maybe I am a little angry at him until now, but it's fine"

"Okay. It's almost six so go to bed and set your alarm at noon. You have your rehearsals you know. Goodnight" The three of them kissed my cheek before I went to my room. I washed my face and changed into a comfortable outfit before I went to bed.

To: Youngbae <3

I went home Bae. I know you were busy so I understand. Let's meet each other nexttime. I love you and I miss you so much.

I sent him a text before I drifted of too sleep with tears on my face.

I don't know why, but maybe my body got used to draining all of my tears. Maybe one day, I got too tired already and will stop crying.