Secrets l.h.

Chapter 23

He's all a act that no one will ever break him through.
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A week later
Anger, tears, ice cream, lots and lots of food.

That's what the past week or so has been.

I don't even know what day it is.

I probably went to school twice and in those two times I left because Luke's cocky comments made me want to smash his beautiful face in with a baseball bat.

You can't Even deny it. Luke's face is sure something but his attitude and personality is shit.

Watching Netflix has been the most active thing I've done besides sneaking downstairs while know one is home and getting mounts of food.

Unfortunately this is my last day of all of this.

My mom is making me go to school and so is Calum.

My streak of not showering is over.

Since I've been lying in bed forever under neath the covers with the lights off and shades closed I didn't even notice that it was already about 9.

My phone died in my hands and I almost cried.

Getting in the shower, going a day without crying because I'm so stressed out and frustrated.

And pissed.

I lifted the covers and was met with complete darkness like every pass day.

My knees felt like they were gonna give out from not standing in days.

I shuffled over to the light switch and painfully switched it on.

"Fuck!" I yelled.

The light burned my eyes and and I refused to open them.

I held my head in my hands and I was bent over afraid to open them.

That is until my door swung open hitting me in the head.

I fell down from feeling so weak.

Lots of junk food eats all away your energy...

"Winter?" Calums voice questioned.

My eyes were still closed and my knees were to my chest.

"You look like hell and I can't even see your face yet" he said.

"Fuck off" I groaned.

I lifted my head up and his eyes widened.

"Alright I'm gonna go..." He said shutting my door quickly.

I got up and kept blinking from the light.

I was not prepared for what I faced in the mirror.

Old make up was stuck to my face but was mostly gone.

I looked exactly how I thought I would.