Ex-Stream Love (Under Editing)

Chapter 9

Sid’s POV

Yes! I know what I am doing, why I am doing? I know how she is feeling. I know the pain which I am giving her. I know the monster I became. The way she cares for him, the way her eyes glow whenever she sees him everything burns my heart. I know i have done a mistake and i suffered for what i have done.

It was always me who was the reason for the shine but now she replaced me with him. She is completely wiping me away, every bit of me. His bloody presence is filling my emptiness.

Every moment of the conversation equally pained me along with her. Her vulnerable eyes are questioning me the reason for my surly attitude. Her terror stricken body in my hands failed miserably to stay strong to my stance.

I know what I was actually imposing on her. I know the stakes of this move. But, at any cost she is mine. My obsession of her is creating a chaos in my day to day life. One fine day when everything of this is over, when she will be curled in my arms she would have already forgiven me. She will once again love me.

Kissing her would be my most stupidest thing which i can’t have a hold on. I know i will kiss her again but I never thought she would compare herself with those words. She is a fairy in human existence. Her lips invite me for more. Her vulnerable body begs for attention.

Sitting in the cabin is giving me no peace after leaving her with a final warning. I never intended to make her stop speaking or maintaining friendship with Rajesh. I know what type of person he is. He respects her. I am more than happy for their friendship, but when she started to replace me with him every cell in my body raged with jealousy.

Knowing her too well I shouldn’t suspect anything about her but my insane mind has took its insanity to whole new level making me a predator in her eyes.

I will ask for her forgiveness this time sincerely. I just love her so much that she drifting apart is making me go crazy.

The past always reminds me of the most beautiful days i spent with the most beautiful hearted person in my life time.

#flashback

“Did you really mean what you said?” she asked with a gleaming face.

“Why don’t you want it to be?” i asked taking her hand in mine drawing soft circles with my thumb.

I didn’t know that it feels this amazing to be with the person we love. Leaving everything behind and spending mere joyful time with loved ones wipes away all the sorrow in life.

“Hop on!!” I told trying to balance the heavy motor cycle which was borrowed from a friend. I wanted this date to be a special and memorable one and didn’t want anything to go wrong.

She was waiting in a long flowing dress with flower prints. She looked like a princess. My heart swelled with her innocent beauty. Her eyes gleamed the moment she caught my presence.

She is the one!

She is the one for me.

I decided then and there she would be my life partner.

There is a saying that our heart instantly knows when we meet the person with whom we are going to spend the rest of our life. And I already know who it would be.