Cimorelli and Lauren's Problem

who?

i think im just going to do all laurens povs

im in the hopital right now, i feel so weak.  they put a tube in my arm to help me.  

i quess ill have to tell them about rachel, right?  they are going to ask me questions.  maybe they dont need to know, i wont tell them anything. the doctors have seen the scars and bruises, it will be hard to get them off my backs.  

a noise came from over the door.  all my sisters walked in.  i dont look at them in the eye.  how could i keep this to myself?  dani sat on the hospital bed with me, the rest either stood or sat in a chair.  

"how you feeling?" dani asks

"better, thank you"  i reply with a smile.

"hey lauren? what happened?" christina's voice was full of concern.

i look out the window, "i dont know" i lied.

"what do you mean?" katherine studied my face.

"i dont know what happened i was just coughing and then there was blood" this wasnt to much a lie.

there was silence until the doctor walked in.

"i see you feeling better" he smiled at me.  i gave him a little smile back.

"so we know what happened to lauren" he tells my sisters.

"what?" the all say.

"well her stomach has been some how damaged and see is internally bleeding" he paused.  "im assuming some one did this to you" he looks at me in the eyes.

"no!" i quickly say  

"why do you think someone hurt her?" amy asked

"well she not only has a damaged stomach, she has lots of bruises and cuts.  we fixed them up already."

"cuts? bruises? lauren what happened?" lisa asks me.

i dont answer her.

"lauren you need to tell us" she continues.

"i cant" i mutter.

"why not?" christina is really worried now.

"i just cant!" i split out. "im sorry"

there was more silence "cuts?" katherine asks me

i lift my shirt a little to show my stomach.  it was purple and black with cuts.  some cuts had been stitched up. i show the ones on my arms and legs too.

"oh lauren..." christina stares sadly.  "well what do you have to do about her internal bleeding?" she asks the doctor.

"we have to do surgery soon, or something bad could happen to her." he says

my sisters all nod.  "we can do the surgery in two hours, if you'd like" he looks at me.

i look at christina for an answer, she doesnt have one.  so i nod.

"ok ill set everything up" with that he left the room. 

"lauren you need to tell us who did it" lisa walked towards me.  i dont answer.

"laur-" i cut christina off.

"please dont make me, ill be fine now, nothing will happen to me. pleeeeeeaaaassse" i beg.

"we will deal with it later" kath says. "right now lets get some food"

my sisters get up a start to leave the room.

i manage to sit up but as i get to my feet i fall.  im too weak. 

"here ill help you" dani helps me up.  

"thank you" we exchange smiles. 

she helps me out of my room