Cimorelli and Lauren's Problem

after surgery

when i was taken into a room they laid me on a table.  then they put some mask over my mouth and nose.  in a matter of seconds i was alseep.

*dream*

i was in a white room, just me.  there was no doors, no windows.  i took one step a fell to the floor.  i couldnt get up.  i laid on my back unable to move.  all i could do was look around.

*end of dream*

i woke up in a hospital bed.  i sat up and felt my stomach in pain.  i lifted my shirt up and saw a big cut that had been stitched up.  thats right, they did surgery.  

i felt really weak, like my energy had been drained out.  i laid my head back down and thought.  what should i do now?  with rachel i mean.  she going to keep bullying me.  i cat tell anyone, she'll hurt me more.  

theres a knocking at my door.

"yes?" my voice cracked.

the door burst open, dani ran in and tackled me with hugs.  i wince when she hugs me, but she doesnt notice.  

"hi" i wrap my arms around her.

"hey lauren, how do you feel?" katherine comes next to me.

"ill be ok" i tell her with a smile.

she smiles back.

the rest of the girls come up a hug me, then we talk for a while.

"did they cut you open?" dani asks.

i laugh "yup".

"did it hurt?" she asks another question.

"i was asleep, so i didnt feel it" i tell her.

"can i see?"  she asks

"sure" i lift up my shirt a little so the can see my stomach.

"woah" all of them said.

"lauren? who did this?" amy looks me dead in the eye.

i look down at my hands. 

"lauren?" lisa says in a concerned way.

"no one" i say.

"lauren we know some one did it" katherine this time.

"i cant say" i tell her.

"you need to. she needs to get in trouble. lauren, we can get her to go away if you just tell us" christina says calmly.

i look out the window.  they dont understand.

"the police are going to ask you, you cant lie to them." lisa says.

i didnt know that.  why do the police have to get in my buissness.  i know its their job but i dont want them to get involved.  

"i know" i mumble.

"so who did it?!?!" christina started to raise her voice.

"it.. it was.. uh.. was-" i was interupted when someone barged into the door.

it was mom.  "lauren! sweetie are you ok!? what happened?!?!"  she ran to me and hugged me.

"mom...im...ok" i managed out while she smuthered me in her hug.  

she let go of me and i took a giant breathe.

"sorry" she says and look at me.  

"your good" i tell her.

mom brushes my hair behind my ear and says "baby, what happened?"

"i just started to cough blood, so we brought me here and i had to do surgery" i said like it was no big deal.

"what!  lauren!  why?!?!" she paniced.

i didnt responde. so christina did "some one has been hurting her mom.  she was coughing blood cause she was internally bleeding.  so they had to do surgery to save her."

mom stared at me in shock.  

"but she also had cuts all over her, the person did them too." katherine added.

"who?!?!?!?!" mom yelled.

i looked away.

"who did this?!?!?!?!" mom looked at me in the eyes.

i still dont answer.

"who did this to her?!?!" mom asks my sisters.

"she wont say" lisa frowns.

"lauren you need to tell us!!" she looks back at me.

"im sorry" i feel tears roll down my cheek "i cant"

she sighs and goes to sit in a chair.  this is going to be difficult.