Cimorelli and Lauren's Problem

dont touch me

*****back to lauren's pov*****

dani and i got grounded for a week because of what we did.  but i didnt make much of a difference for me because i had to stay in the house until they got rachel again.

right now dani, amy and i were in the living room watching tv.  my stomach started to hurt.  

"lauren, you need to take a pain killer" mom walked out with a pill and a cup of water.

i took the pill with a sip of water and felt better.  but i also felt tired.  the pills make you tired.  

i laid down, my feet across dani, my head in amy's lap. i clossed my eyes and drifted off into sleep.

**dream**

i was outside in the rain. it was dark.  for some reason i knew where i had to go.  i walked down the street and to a cemetary.  the cemetary was a normal cemetary.  

i walked deep into the cemetary to a spot that had been dug out.  it looked like it would be filled soon.  

i saw there was a stone with a name already engraved in it.  Lauren C. Cimorelli.

what!?!? im not dead. at least i didnt think i was.

"good bye lauren" i heard a voice say behind me.  

it was rachel with an evil smile.  she pushed me into the hole and started to barry me.

i couldnt speak, i couldnt move.

as rachel shoveled more dirt on i say the crying faces of my family.  i wanted to yell out for them so badly.  it broke my heart to see them like that.  lastly there was dani's face.  she looked the most sad. i couldnt take it.  i tried so hard to move and scream.

**end of dream**

i woke up shaking and sweating

"lauren are you ok?" amy asked with a worried expression.

"no" i broke

my breathing was uneasy.  "lauren whats happening?" dani grabbed my shoulders and tried to keep me from shaking.

"im going to die" i got up and backed away.

"why do you think that?" amy looked at me like i was a freak.

"rachel is going to kill me!" i said louder.

"no she wont" dani walked towards me.  i backed up from her like she had a disease. "lauren are you scared of me?" she took a step closer and i took a step back.  my back hit the wall and made a picture fram fall down.

"girls what was that!?" mom called from upstairs.

"uh mom, you better come down here!" amy shouted.

"coming!"

amy came closer to me.

"no! stop!" i dont know why but i need space.

"lauren?" mom came down the stairs

"mom lauren's being weird" amy told her.

"what is it lauren?" mom came up to me.

"stay away!!!" i yelled loudly.

"what? lauren are you ok?" mom stopped.

"she said rachel was going to kill her" dani told mom.

"no she wont honey" mom walked to me and huged me.

i dont know why i did this but i shoved mom away.  i just didnt want anyone touching me.

"dont touch me!" i ran out of the room and up the stairs.

on my way up the stairs christina, lisa, alex and christian were coming down the hall.

"hey lauren" christian waved.

"stop right there!" i commanded and they froze.

"whats wrong?" lisa asked.

i was shaking like crazy.  "lauren, stop being wierd" alex walks towards me, to get by me.

i turn to run but accidently run into the wall.  i fall on my back.

christian, alex, lisa and christina start to laugh. "are you ok?" christina comes and picks me up.

she touched me!  i quickly shove her off. 

"dont touch me!" i run by them as fast as i can and go into my room.  i lock the door so no one can come in.  

what is wrong with me? why dont i want peopel touching me?  i just cant handle it. 

i sit down in the corner, against the wall curled up into a ball.