Play Set You Free by MYMP while reading.
I'm holding your hand but I can see that you're reaching out to hold hers. I'm smiling and looking at you but your eyes set only at her. It hurts, it hurts me to watch you watching her.
Here we are sitting close next to each other, but it feels like we're worlds apart. You're my world and she's your world. I've known it for so long.
We are together pero bakit pakiramdam ko hindi tayo at wala akong lugar jan sa puso mo. Call me idiot, stupid, masochist, anything you want. Mahal lang naman kita. Isn't that enough for you to be mine?
What should I do? For you to hold my hands tightly like you're afraid to lose me, for you to look and smile at me like I am your world. Ano pa ba ang dapat kong gawin?
Oo alam ko pinagsisikan ko na ang sari ko sayo. I don't want to lose you. Di kita kayang bitawan at hayaan na mapunta sakanya, kahit na alam ko na sya ang mahal mo.
Sorry ha? Kung selfish ako. I love you I wish that's enough para mahalin mo rin ako.
Those are the things that I've been thinking while we sit quietly.
Nandito pa rin tayo magkatabi at nakaupo nang dumaan siya. I look at you and I can see your eyes following her. Tumingin ka sakin at ngumiti. I can tell that its sad and fake smile.
I don't want to let you go. I love you so much but I realize now that I'm not only hurting myself but you also. You always make me happy but I can't give you your happiness.
Should I tell you to stand up and go to chase and run for your happiness? Or I will stay selfish and keep you to myself?
