Alone (James Cassells Fanfic)

Attila The Hun

“James you are so fucked!” Danny laughed as I got out of the shower for the tenth time, I out of stupidly slept with a groupie girl and I was trying to desperately to get her smell off of me. Also, I was trying so hard to get the red marks on my back to go away, but it seemed like nothing was working as I planned.

“Shut up Danny!” Ben stuck up for me, hitting Danny playfully on his shoulder. I sat down on the couch in the main bus lounge, trying not to freak out at the fact that I just cheated on Sierra.

“I think Sierra knows” Sam said as he walked into the lounge from his bunk, I heard Cam snickering in the background in his bunk.

“Oh Sierra knows!” He burst out into a fit of laughter, only making me groan in frustration. Sierra was going to have my head for this! She use to always tell me about how every guy she ever dated cheated on her, and now I was just another cheater for her to add onto her list of fucked up guys.

“How in bloody Hell does she know!?” ben yelled getting as frustrated as I was, which was no surprise to me. Ben, Ben’s wife Sam, and Sierra have become pretty good friends over a period of time; it wasn’t all that bad she finally understood that not all the guys were complete assholes.

“Well let’s see, instagram, twitter even bloody fucking tumblr!” Cam laughed as he jumped out of his bed with his laptop, showing it me. I was completely speechless at everything I saw, mostly it was me partying with the guys; but on twitter it was a totally different story. There were many tweets ranging from me to even some of the guys from the other bands.  There was also a vine video of the girl and I making out from a very drunk Ben.

“Ben you took a damned vine video but you didn’t stop me!” I yelled at him,

“I did what!?” He said completely confused as I showed him the video, we looked at each other with complete shock and disgust.

“Great, now Sam and Sierra will both probably have my fucking head!” He yelled throwing his hands up in the air, I quickly checked my phone to see if I had anytime to delete any of this but to my luck I already had three missed calls, and two unread text messages. One of the three missed calls were from Sierra, the other two were from her great friend Krissy which scared me the most because she was like Sierra’s over-protective sister. Both unread messages were from Krissy also, I was so scared to open the messages I basically handed my phone over to Ben to have him read them.

“You are really fucked James. Listen to this message; ‘James you need to call Sierra right now and explain to her how those tweets and tumblr posts are bullshit.’ That’s not it the other one might just break your heart; ‘Good fucking job asshole, right when I had faith in you. You went and fucked it all up, now Sierra won’t even answer her phone, she’s not answering anything at that matter. Also tell Ben he’s a fucking asshole also for not even stopping you from making out with that fucking groupie slut!’” Ben read Krissy’s message out in a girly voice which made me laugh a little inside my head, but other than that I just cringed in regret of the stupid night I had. I can’t believe I got to hammered drunk I cheated on Sierra, I wouldn’t doubt at all that she hates me right now.

“Great now that Krissy hates the both of you I will never get a chance!” Danny yelled throwing his hands up in the air,

“Oh shut the fuck up!” Ben, Sam, and I screamed at the same time as Cam walked away smiling and laughing like the cheeky fucker he was. Besides Danny, he was the only single one out of the group so he had the luxury of laughing at us and we really didn’t have a say in it because he wasn’t going through it at the moment.

“Okay, damn” He put his hands up in defeat as he walked away to the back lounge.

“What are you going to do?” Sam asked as he took a seat next to me, I head my head in my hands as I tried to think of a good apology to give Sierra but nothing was coming to mind. I just wanted so much but to just cry, I can’t believe how fucking stupid I was last night.