Alone (James Cassells Fanfic)

Someone, Somewhere (The End)

“I wanna be the very best! That no one ever was! To catch them is my real test! To train them in my goal!”

“God, what is the god awful noise?!” Ben groaned as we began to walk up the stairs to Sam’s apartment.

“Sounds like Sierra” I smirked, she has always been the one to sing loudly but to be terrible at it.

“Do you think she’s back yet?” Ben turned to me and asked; we reached Sierra’s apartment level and looked down the hallway. I saw her apartment door wide open so it was a good possibility that she was home. I haven’t been able to talk to Sierra since tour, for some reason she stopped answering my calls once again so we were basically back to square one.

“Who is that cutie?” Ben smiled as he pointed out a small dog running out of the apartment door followed by…

“Is that Shayley?!” I almost yelled as I saw Shayley Bourget walk out of the apartment with his hand around Sierra’s waist, and he started to hug her from behind as they walked. I watched closely as he nuzzled his nose in the crock of her neck, causing her to laugh before turning around and hitting his chest playfully. I could feel the rage build up inside me, so this is why she wasn’t bloody fucking answering her phone. I knew her going on tour with Dayshell was a bad idea, I just knew something bad was going to happen but of course I ignored my gut feeling.

“Woah tough break man” Ben said as he patted my shoulder with his one hand, I watched them closely as she wrapped her arms around her neck before kissing his check and giving him a hug. I wanted so much to go over to her and just freak out but I wanted to wait a little longer to see that maybe I was overacting a little. She pulled away from him and began to walk to the door leaving him behind with Jeffree I waited until she closed the door to grab her gently on the wrist and spin her around to look at me.

“What the- James? Jesus Christ you scared me!” She placed a hand over her chest before giving me a hug, I was a little surprised she didn’t like freak out at me for just standing here.

“What are you doing back? I thought we weren’t going to be home until next week?” She asked as she held both my hands in hers’ I was still confused.

“We got off tour early, what was that all about?” I said nodding my head in the direction of her apartment.

“Oh what Shay?” She asked looking at me a little funny, like I was the deer in the headlights and she was just a confused driver.

“Yea, all that being cute and stuff?”  I frowned at her as I lightly placed my hands on her upper arms rubbing light circles with my thumbs. I could feel the overwhelming anxiety build up in my stomach for the answer I was expecting to get.

“James, darling stop worrying so much. Shayley and I have a brother-sister relationship like we use to have” She smiled at me,

“Use to?”

“Yes, use too” She smiled a little before gently kissing me, I was a little shocked by the sudden kiss but soon enough my hands shot up to her cheek as I kissed her back.

“So what I just saw was nothing?” I breathed out as I pressed my forehead against hers; I guess I was overreacting again like I have been since that whole incident happened between us.

“Yes, he’s going to be watching Jeffree for me while I go out for a little would you like to join me?” I smiled at her,

“Of course I would love to join you” She smiled big and wide before grabbing my hand and dragging me down the stairs. It was like she already planned on me coming home early with how fast she was running, which she probably did; I mean her and Sam did talk an awful lot.