Alone (James Cassells Fanfic)

Back On Tour

~Sierra’s P.O.V.~

“I love you, please wake up now” I sat by James side in Sam’s apartment, everyone thought it would be an awesome idea to surprise James and bring him to the private showing of Dayshell at the warehouse. He and the gang arrived a few hours early and James drank a little too much, so instead of actually partying he stumbled his way out the back door, well actually stumbled his way INTO the back door. He ended up hurting his head pretty badly, Ben checked him out to see if we actually needed to call an ambulance but we didn’t. I was just so upset about him just hurting himself; Ben told me he kept saying my name as he ran toward the back door.

“Sierra, if you want to skip out on tour fo-“

“No, Tyler don’t even say that. You know I’m not going to skip this tour; we have the day off tomorrow before we have to head back out again. I’m sure James will wake up before then, if not then it will be like I was never here in the first place”  I sighed as I came down to the conclusion, I felt Shay tense up next to me as he rested his head on my shoulder. He felt a little guilty about this whole thing, he had a feeling that it was his fault when it was actually the assholes who thought it would be a good idea to even take him to the show in the first place.

“Are you sure Sie?” Raul asked as he rose from his spot on the couch, the Dayshell guys were surrounding me as the rest of the gang were in the kitchen feeling ashamed for not even telling me they were going to be at the show.

“Of course, I promise I would merch for you guys didn’t I?” Shay nodded his head, basically rubbing it against my shoulder as he stayed sitting down next to me looking at James with nothing but guilt in his eyes.

“So I’m going to keep my promise. Now if you will excuse me Shayley, I have some children I must yell at” I stood up from my spot as well as Shay did before we walked over and sat on the couch.

“Sie-“

“Save it Sam, now why the fuck would you even think about coming to the show tonight when you knew that James would probably get hella fucking drunk!?” I yelled slightly looking at all of them with nothing but anger raging inside my small body.

“We wanted you and James to work thing out so we thought maybe if we surprised the both of you it would work!” Ben said as he looked down at his phone, probably texting his wife about getting caught.

“You guys could have just came and fucking told me! I would have no problem talking to him now it’s been three fucking weeks!” I yelled a little louder, Sam and Cam flinched in my new tone of voice. I was in no mood to deal with this right now, I wanted to curl up next to James but at the moment I couldn’t because I had to deal with these kids.

“Sierra, we didn’t think you were going to go through with it” Krissy mumbled a little as she hide behind Danny a small bit.

“Of course I would go through it! I love James with all my heart, okay so I needed a small break from everything and go back to doing what I love to do what’s so bad about that?” I was starting to get a little angrier, so I left to go merch because I enjoy it and I needed a small break from everything as much as it hurt when I left as soon as tour started I realized how much I missed it.

“Nothing” they all muttered at the same time, I rubbed my eyes before looking over at the four very awkward looking guys in my living room, I can just feel the tension they must have felt at that moment.

“Hey guys, go back to the bus. I’ll meet you there tomorrow morning” I sighed before I turned back to the people in front of me; Shayley came over to me and gave me a small hug before apologizing.

“Stop apologizing Shay, it wasn’t your fault”

“She’s right” I whipped my head toward the couch as James began to sit up, at that moment everyone made an excuse to leave and the only people left in the apartment was James and I.