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Chapter 29

Luke's P.O.V.
I was getting ready for Miley's funeral. I made a song for her that you probably heard before but it's called "Wherever you are" I will be singing it in the church and her grave in the cemetery.

I cried myself to sleep last night. It was just too hard to not have her beside me safe. It was hard for me to see
Her in the hospital bed in the emergency room...it was
Hard for me to see her on an oxygen tank...it was
Hard for me to see her not breathing right. it was TOO HARD. I can't handle it. Cause I'm really not fine at all.
And I wish this WAS a dream!!! I WISH that I can wake up with AMNESIA..so I can FORGET the stupid little things that just happened.

I wish that she is OKAY. Because I feel so DISCONNECTED without her. She was my summer rain. She was my peanut butter to my JELLY. Without her I was just a SAD SONG. I feel so INVISIBLE without her....but I know she was just a CASTAWAY. And she'll be in my HEART forever......and wherever she is...up there I know she is there watching me living my life without her...but I know she'll want me to have a life and spend it right because life isn't too long...don't wait till the end...because life if too short to wait...because it's unpredictable. And that's why she left....God wanted her I guess.. And yeah.

So Calum, Ashton, Michael and I went to take our
Seats. Then we all said our speeches...

Calum's Speech:
Hi Miley. I hope you can hear me wherever you are. You were my best friend.....I cared about you so so much. I just can't believe you had to g-go. You were the best thing that happened to me in my life..I loved your smile I loved the way you laughed..it made me smile and brighten up my day. You were so nice to all of us...and to just think we met you because of Luke...on Twitter. That's just surreal. Anyways....Miley...you were like a sister to me..well other than Mali but you were... And I'm so glad that I was in your life and I hope you enjoyed your life while it was here. Rest in Peace Miley. I love you. Love Calum...

Michael's Speech:
Hello Miley. You were....some what my friend. JOKING! You were a great friend of mine. Thank you for spending time with me in my man cave...and WINNING every time.....you were a special girl and a lucky gal. I would love how she cheered us all up and make Lucas blush up a fucking storm. Haha. She was sweet as candy and she would play Pokemon with me until she was tired and I'll never forget that. It was really hard seeing my playing partner go. May Rest in Peace Miley.
Ashton's Speech:
Hey...I'm trying so hard not to cry...because this is legit so sad. You were only 19 years of age and God took you. Well I think you are a beautiful angel. Heaven is going to be a great place for you. Even though I'm going to miss you so much. I was like your father. Since I'm of course 21. I would love when we had band practice you would play the drums and it would be really funny cause you were off beat...lol. Then when I play the drumsticks broke. I'm going to miss those times very much. You are in a better place now though. So Rest in Peace Miley. I will never forget you.

finally it was my turn:

Hi. I'm Miley's well ex boyfriend since she is gone now. But I was originally her boyfriend before she died...she was literally my everything. Nobody could take her away from me. I thought we were going to have a future...spend our whole entire lives together. I thought NOTHING. Could happen. NOTHING would be able to stop us. But i guessed wrong. She was MY angel and my baby girl. She was my cherry to my ice cream. And my apple to my pie. She was the ONE. The only ONE I will never EVER let go. I know...right now at this moment in time that she is watching ALL of us. To live our LIVES to the fullest!!! She would want me to get married with someone else and have kids!! She would want me to live my life and make a family!! She would want us to be the BEST we could be. Even though I wasn't with her and she isn't with me...I bet a million dollars that we both feel like that she/I (A/N- since it's also her) is still alive. But she is not...and I miss her. a whole lot. And nothing could stop me from missing her. In like 20 years from now...and I have a wife I will still be thinking of her..how she was always my first love. Alright..I um made a song called "Wherever you are" it is based on how I miss her and that I will never let go of her and i will never forget about her and her ways...so here it is.

For a while we pretended
That we never had to end it
But we knew we'd have to say goodbye
You were crying at the airport
When they finally closed the plane door
I could barely hold it all inside

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of youuu
Wherever you are
Youuuuu
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be youuuu
Wherever you are

I could fly a thousand oceans
But there's nothing that compares to
What we had, and so I walk alone

I wish I didn't have to be gone
Maybe you've already moved on
But the truth is I don't want to know

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of youuuu
Wherever you are
Youuuu
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be youuuu
Wherever you are

You can say we'll be together
Someday
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing stays the same
So why can't I stop feeling this wayyyyy

Torn in two
And I know I shouldn't tell you
But I just can't stop thinking of youuuu
Wherever you are
Youuu
Wherever you are
Every night I almost call you
Just to say it always will be youuuu
Wherever you are....

Thank you.
Rest in peace baby girl. I will always love you..

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Okay so this is NOT the end..there is still one more chapter left and it explains Their lives 20 years later. So yeah. This chapter was really sad, well for me lol. Thanks so much for reading!! Anyways my next book is going to be called
i hate you- l.h.
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-Jackie xoxo