The Real Me, What I Feel, What I See

You Don't Notice Me

You never seem to notice me

I'm the girl in the back of the room

The one you don't know exists

Yet i'm still here and you don't know.

I'm always here, alone

I sit here, depressed and forgotten

I never get noticed by you or anyone

I am only noticed by my blades.

My blades

The only things that keep me company

They may be pointless to you

My blades, they're my best friend, they make me numb.

You only notice when I'm gone

When I'm no longer there

When you have no one to torment

When I'm gone for days.

Then you notice that I'm not coming back

The girl you never noticed

Was the same girl on the news

The girl who jumped off the bridge to end her life.

She was depressed

You saw her cuts

Yet you never said anything

Now its to late, she's gone.

You wonder if its your fault

If only you had helped her

Maybe then she would still be here

And maybe she would be a happy girl.

Now its too late

She's gone

Forever

And theres nothing you can do.

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A/N: I wrote this the Sunday after thanksgiving break because i was having a shitty week and i lost a lot of friends. So yeah....