The Real Me, What I Feel, What I See

Leaving The Pain

Pain thats all i want

Pain loves to be felt

Pain is what you want

Pain is all i can think about

Pain

What type of pain?

Every type

Heart break

Self harm

and Suicide

Thats all i feel

The pull of my blades

wanting me to put the cool metal to my skin

to make 1 cut.. 2 cuts.. maybe more

Once its done, is it still not enough

I see my blood everywhere

and i still want more

I can't stop

What is happening

That is the addiction that is surfacing

Do you know

Do you know what i feel

Do you know the hidden meaning behind my words

Do you know that i want to die?

Do you even know the true me

Maybe life will be better

What am i kidding

Whats better, nothing

oh wait i know

being gone, thats better

Seeing the flatline 

Does that hurt inside?

No its a party for my heart

No more Pain

No more suffering

No more heart break

No more Scars

No more attempts

No mor acting

I'm done

What do you care?

You don't

you're happy

No longer having to deal with a burden

No longer having to deal with me

Good bye 

know i won't be far

don't worry

Ill still be here, if you listen or look

if you care that is...