The Real Me, What I Feel, What I See

Look Up

When I'm gone

Would you care

Would you look upon the stars,

And think she's up there somewhere

Would you think of the outcast

The one thats gone

The one you never knew

The one you bullied

You never knew

The one you bullied

She self-harms

Almost every night

That girl you see happy

Really is in pain

Acting like an opposite

Not knowing what to do

Would you ever know

You don't care

She is gone now

Do you know why, no

You're at her funeral

And you think back to her at school

Think of how she was always smiling

Joking around with the guys

You don't know why she did it

Why is she gone

Why did she ever do this

Why would she leave

Then you think back more

And you realize

She always wore long sleeves

or a jacket

You go back more

You remember that day

The day her sleeves went up a lil

And you saw her cuts

You didn't know what they were then

You think now

Now it all makes sense

And you think its your fault

You could've been the one to change it

Now its to late

Her family is crying

Her friends are breaking down

She looks upon y'all from the stars

she thinks lies

None of y'all cared

This is all for show

For you

For the one that cared

I want you not to cry

But smile, I'm no longer in pain...