Come Back To me ~Romeo Beckham Fanfic~

What's in your minds??

I spent the rest of the day talking to Jake. He made me laugh and forget about everything else. He reminded me of strange mysterious lights in the northern sky.
Beautiful yet dangerously haunting. And then there were those moments. When he would start speaking of the time we spent together and I couldn't understand any of it. So I woukd just nod and smile hoping he would 't notice.
Sometimes he would frown pursing his lips and then he would smile and laugh loudly .

But somewhere I felt some memories coming back.The doctor said it will take time.Jake was here due to drug abuse. Well after his mum's death, he didn't have anyone.
Not even me.

He is mysterious, and I don't now how deep are his thoughts and I can't seem to understand what's going  on in his mind but somehow when he smiles it's like as if I knew everything about this dark, brooding guy.

I could almost hear my bestfriend speaking " Tall guys,mysterious and good looking,girl,they mean trouble"We would have laughed it off but now here I am and she is not here.

I get up to leave. It's been almost four hours now and I know mom will be getting worried sick.
Also Romeo will be back and my head is spinning wig questions.He looks up,terror returning in his eyes.
"You going?"
I don't understand. Why does he look scared. Then it hits me.
Of course I am known for reckless leavings and breaking promises. I smile bitterly inside. I am really fucked up.
"Jake it's quite late. I mean mom is expecting me back by this time."
He looked away,biting his lips. His hands are shaking almost as if controlling himself.

"Jake, what happened?"
I turned his face towards me. He is beautiful,perfectly incomplete and there is so much in his mind that strangely pulls me in.
"What if you don't come back?"
Oh! If only I could tell him that I didn't leave the first time on my wish.
But I can't bring myself to utter thise words so I simply give him one more promise.
" I will..I promise.I'll see you tomorrow. Good night Jake.."
I kissed him on the forehead. He pulled me in for a hug. We lingered in silence for a while.

I pulled away. "Take care Jake"..
And this time I mean to come back.
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Dinner was..I don't know..cheerful? I mean it is slowly starting to feel like home. If that is possible.

Which includes David Beckham coming and kissing me on my cheek to ask how was the day?  My parents were leaving for London in four days.They had to get some work done and I was going to be here.
I wished everybody goodnight and came up.
It is kind of windy tonight again and I am confused more than ever.
Slam...
What the heck?
I opened my door just in time to see Romeo go inside his room.He looked up as if sensing me. Not a word. He was gone.
I shut the door unable to shake off Jake's words..the bastard Romeo..
He hates Romeo..then why did Romeo tell me to meet him?

Someone is knocking at my door softly.
I open it to see Romeo standing there ,leaning on the stair railing looking out at L.A. avoiding my eyes.
"Hey?" I ask softly.
Everybody is still talking downstairs.
He turned. He looked tired and nervous maybe? His hands were shoved deep jn his pocket and his had dark circles around his eyes.
" Hey! I jus .....I..I just wanted to ask how is everything."
He looks flustered.
This is wierdly cute. I smile to myself..I can so imagine my girlfriends' faces going slack if I ever tell them this.
That is if I ever do.
But right now, I want to hug him,tell him I am fine, tell him that he is helping me so much but I can't. Simply can't. So I lie.
" It was great.I mean kind of refreshing. How was yours?"
His bottom lips went it and then he smiled .
" Coach kicked my ass. Turned up late due to detention for practise"
He put his hand behind his neck playing with his hair.
I laugh. He stood up to go when I suddenly grabbed his hand.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING? 
He turned his eyes wide and then Just as I got that sudden boldness I left his hand.
"Um...Can we talk?"
Something is surely wrong with me.
" I mean..somewhere private?"
Yep. Something is definately wrong with ME.
He looked at me surprised and amused and something else too.
Gawd! Why are they so hard to read.
Like girls..damn You can see straight away if they are bitchy or not.
"  Sure...I'll just grab a jacket."
Wait what?
" Romeo, you are already wearing one.."
He turned," I was getting it for you.."
Again.I am speechless.