Come Back To me ~Romeo Beckham Fanfic~

We collided

Romeo's pov
What's wrong with me??
Why the fuck am I so nervous around her?

She is just another girl.

Ya she is just another girl that you use to rule the world with.
She is just another girl whose smile haunted you day and night.
She is just another girl for whose face you searched everywhere among the crowd.
She is just another girl without whom you are incompletes.
A ship without a sail.
My brain mocked me continuosly as I searched for my sweatshirt.
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Carmen's pov
He came up holding his grey sweatshirt and as he sat down on the side rails he handed it to me with a smile. It smelled of him, of everything that is comforting or nostalgic.

He is looking at me.
I should not be asking this but,
" Um Romeo?"
"Yeah?!"
No dont..
"  Jake doesnt exactly like you..so why did you send me to meet him?"
He looked at me surprised.

Hold on..wait.. that sounded misleading
"Uh..i mean.."
It fucking sounded like as if I thought he liked me..oh fuck no

"Carmen....." He looked at me, his eyes stormy,unreadable but I swear I might be the eye of the storm raging inside him.
" I do care for you..and I don't want to.."
He stopped himself and turned away.
" I thought you might never forgive me if I didn't tell you who Jake was before to you"

If I could die right there I would have for sure.
I touched his hands. Scared but I want to..I want to know  how must it have felt 5 years ago walking home holding his hand.
He looked up and enclosed my fingers with his. Strong but gentle. Probably the anchor to my ship.
We sat there,1:30 am holding hands watching the night sky blaze with stars in a comfortable silence.
I didn't need to know anything tonight.
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Mom left breakfast for me on the table and I was busy gulping down my coffee when Romeo passed.
He smiled and walked out of the door.
I am feeling giddy with happiness or nervousness? I am not so sure as I head out for the rehab.
Victoria had allowed me to borrow Cruz's hawk.
As I entered,the nurse smiled at me.
"Morning!" She quipped.
I smiled back..
Rare days when I give such genuine smiles.
Ya you get it..I am bitchy big time.
I walk in to see the doctor giving Jake his medicine.He looked up and probably the widest grin broke on his face.
"You came?" He laughed.
"I said I would.." I pouted and he laughed again. His laugh is so beautiful.
I went and sat next to him on his bed.
"  So how is L.A. treating you?"
He asked playing with a stray strand of my hair.
" So far so good..yet to explore boy!"
This time he pouted.
Fucking lord..he is perfect.
"  I want to take you"
"You can if you get out of this shithole" I said grimacing as I look at the dim lights.
He smiled," I am,girl, I am..in two weeks."
"What?" I laughed feeling wierdly super excited.
That's when he noticed.
"Is that Romeo's..."
Fuck. I should have taken it off. I had slept with his sweatshirt and it was so comfortable that I didn't feel like taking it off in the morning. Kill me please.
"Jake, it is not what you are thinking"
Why am I explaining this to him?
"Then what is it Carmen? Are yoU fucking playing with me?"  He screamed.
His medicine bottle went flying across the wall. I stood there shocked and scared at the same time.
I don't know this Jake.Infact I don't know him at all.
He was quiet for sometime. Then suddenly he whispered," Did I scare you?"
" Jake.....yeah..I was." I turned away.
His fingers touched my chin and turned my face towards him.
His eyes were watching me intensely then our lips collided.I don't know him at all.
I have met him three days ago and what the heck am I doing.
I should probably push him away and that's when he opened his eyes,his lips tantalizingly touching mine.
"Don't."
So much for trying to resist him.
He looks vulnerable yet strong at the same time. He scares me away yet lures me deeper.
We moved in sync and his hands pulled me in closer. My fingers got tangled in his dirty blond hair. I could feel him moaning softly as his tongue skimmed over my lips.
An apocalypse could have happened and I wouldn't have cared.My skin tingled as his hands slipped inside Romeo's sweatshirt.
He bit my lower lips asking for my permission.I opened my mouth pulling him closer as I moaned loudly.
Disaster meets chaos.
And then the door opened. Jake stiffened. He could see the person and I already knew before I turned.
Elegance and euphoria. He is perfection ,too perfect that I don't want to scar him.I turn to face Romeo standing there shocked.

This time his eyes were readable and I knew I had hurt him somehow again. More than before.