We used to laugh and tell gossip
And keep promises to ourselves
We'd go through boxes of tissues
And talk about issues
Those times we'll never forget
You were all I had,
My best friend
You said you'd always be there
And at that time you were
But when you changed,
I stayed the same
I thought I always knew you,
But I must have been wrong
Because I thought you were my other half
Like the two of us belonged.
But I knew the time would come
When we didn't think the same
And as that time came,
All our friendship went down the drain.
With all the fun times and the sad,
Along with gossip and and promises, too
One thing was always set in stone
That was me and you
The times you crawled out your window and came into mine
Sneaking through slightly cracked doors all the time
When we would sit on my bed,
And talk through the night
The best friend I knew all too well,
He was you
My family might not have been there,
But I knew that you would be
And now,
All I can think
Is that you were only there to me
Now I know,
And now I see
I never understood reality
Here is just like there
It's almost the exact same
And now I see the difference
There you were with me,
And here you are not
It was really hard
But only for me
And for the first time,
I was in a world without you with me
I was told,
"It will be okay, my dear."
But I knew it never would,
So I said No
I wouldn't accept a world without you
And I didn't
Now,
Neither of us are here