2 months later
I giggled pushing my daughter , Camille , in the playground swing , she laughed loudly as I pushed her alittle higher than before
" mama , mama ! " she squealed laughing
I chuckled slowing the speed of the swing and picking her up out of it
" was it too high ' Mil ? " I asked looking at her facial expression
she nodded as I snapped the button , strapping her in her stroller
Her eyes lit up and she smiled wide , I turned around to be face to face with someone I never thought I'd see again... August
{ Jasmine }
I sighed picking up the Twins' toys from the floor and taking them into their room before dropping them in the toy box
I walked over to the rocking chair and sat in it before tearing up
Why did I mess up something something so wonderful in my life , the best thing that's ever happened to me besides my children , August made me so happy , and I messed up everything with my old ways , with my past , my .... mistakes
" I'll never learn " I whispered looking down
The doorbell rang as I stood up even though I was tired , I guess some company would ease this huge load on me ...
I opened the door and stood for a while , he looked at me with a surprised look , probably didn't think I was going to open the door , I looked down before glancing up at him and speaking
" hi .. Dylan " I said
" hey um - can I come in ? " he asked hesitantly
I sighed
" it'll be quick I promise " he added
I turned around as he walked in and closed the door , I sat on the couch as he did the same
" I see August isn't - here " he whispered glancing at me
I nodded " I wonder why "
He sighed and swallowed before beginning to explain himself
" I'm sorry Jas , I-I honestly didn't mean any of this , and I know that I messed up a perfect home , and I just want you to know that ... I should've tried a relationship with you when I had the chance , I shouldn't have waited this long to finally express my feelings for you because now look at where we are ... we're both unhappy " he said looking down
I looked down
" Jasmine I never meant to cause all this , I just wanted you and I wasn't thinking about anyone else or the consequences out of it ... I waited too long and I should've just - "
" Dylan stop , just stop talking , just stop ... " I whispered and he looked at me
" I'm happy that you did what you did , I just wish it happened another time .. I was perfectly happy with the man I was with .. I was going to have his first child ... I was infatuated with August .. I loved him so much and you ruined it all ... I wanted you a long time ago , but you never noticed me like that so I thought we would never have a relationship like that and I moved on and here you come almost a decade later wanting me to be yours ... " I explained tearing up
YOU ARE READING
Trust ( Pentalogy )
Teen FictionI like to say we gave it a try , I like to blame it all on life Maybe we just weren't right , but that's a lie , but that's a lie And we can deny it , as much as we want but in time our feelings will show Cause sooner or later , we'll wonder why...
