Jasmine { 1 week later }
I cried last night , in fact , ALL last night , I was so miserable without Jacob , I mean when I thought he was dead I knew there wasn't hope but now knowing that he's not and that unfortunately , I can't see him , I'm just so upset ...
I want to call and text him , and tell him how much I miss him but I'm sure he doesn't want to talk to me , maybe even acknowledge me ....
But the situation isn't hurting him at all , it's hurting me and I'm so pressed because of it .....
" Jasmine " Dylan called and I glanced back at him
" what's wrong ? " he asked
" nothing " I whispered turning my attention back to the tv
We were in the bedroom , literally where I've been all day , Dylan seen how unhappy I was and never let the room , as much as I love the comfort , I would rather be in Jacob's arms
" are you sure ? " he asked looking at me
" yes I'm sure , now please stop asking , your giving me a headache " I sighed rubbing my temples
" your acting like I'm some fucking child that you can boss around , I didn't do shit to you ! " he yelled and I looked down at my swollen feet
He sighed heavily and stood up then walked over to my side of the bed before crouching in front of me
" Jasmine I'm sorry " he said grabbing my hands and looking up at me
I turned to look at him and shook my head
" I don't even know why you yell , what is it for ? to-to give you power ? To make you the 'king?' " I whispered and he shook his head
" you attitude is just really irritating , but I shouldn't be taking my anger out on you " he said and I rolled my eyes
I could've sworn I've heard that phrase sooo many times ... it doesn't even have value anymore
I nodded slowly and snatched my hand from his , I continued to look away and he sighed again
I pushed past him and grabbed my phone from the nightstand , he looked back at me curiously
" I can't take this , you seriously piss me off just by the way you act , you act like a little boy , like you haven't matured and I don't want a BOY , I want a man ! " I emphasized and he stood up
" I'm just trying to prevent you from being in the hospital , but you seem to never want to chill " he said and sat on the bed
" I never can messing with you ! " I said angrily
" alright whatever I'm done with the conversation " he said fanning me off
I shook my head and walked out of the room holding my phone , I heard his footsteps behind me and I rolled my eyes walking down the stairs
I turned around and he pushed me making me trip over the last step , I gripped the railing as I fell onto the floor
He laughed and shook his head going into the kitchen
" what the fuck is wrong with you !! " I yelled tearing up
" I knew you weren't going to hurt yourself , you've had enough experience to catch yourself " he chuckled back
YOU ARE READING
Trust ( Pentalogy )
Teen FictionI like to say we gave it a try , I like to blame it all on life Maybe we just weren't right , but that's a lie , but that's a lie And we can deny it , as much as we want but in time our feelings will show Cause sooner or later , we'll wonder why...
