I like to say we gave it a try , I like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren't right , but that's a lie , but that's a lie
And we can deny it , as much as we want but in time our feelings will show
Cause sooner or later , we'll wonder why...
I jumped up frightened , I lifted up and pain immediately shot through my body , I fell back in agony
" where's - is my baby okay ? " I asked worried
" Jasmine , when you got here your stress level was extremely high and you were limp , there's no way a baby could survive the force that you experienced , you had bruises on your stomach , h-how was that even possible ? " the doctor said as her voice cracked
I held my stomach as I cried , this was unbelievable , I wasn't even a month yet before I lost his baby , how could I let this happen ....
" we fortunately have something for you " she said as a nurse walked in with a towel
" I'm so sorry " the nurse said as she handed me the towel
I covered my mouth " it's so small " as I started to cry " how could I do this to you ? " I cried looking at my baby
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I woke up panicking , I was extremely worried about my baby now , I couldn't possibly go through that again
" excuse me ?! " I yelled as the doctor walked in
" Jasmine , your up " she smiled a little
" just tell me please " I said preparing for the worse
" your baby lost a lot of blood , due to your stress levels and could you please tell me why there was bruises on you ? " she asked and I looked down
" my boyfriend and I got into a fight " I whispered and she grabbed my hand
" luckily , we were able to save him just in time " she whispered and I looked up as I teared
I placed my hands on my stomach and I closed my eyes thanking God , he wanted me to be a mother one last time , I love him for that ❤️😇
" you stayed the night and we ran a few tests and everything's okay for now , please avoid anymore confrontation like that , this baby needs you Jasmine , be there to deliver him " she smiled and I hugged her
" thank you so much " I whispered sniffing and she rubbed my back
" you can leave , you just have to sign these , and go to the pharmacy to pick up your prenatal pills , there's two , your vitamins and the other is to help you with any pain you might have in the upcoming weeks , your next appointment is April 21 , your 2-month checkup " she said as she handed me the papers and the prescription
" thank you again , Dr . Reynolds ? " I smiled then changed into a shirt and pants then grabbing my belongings and walking out the hospital
[ once she gets to the house ]
I closed and locked the door then silently walked up the stairs and into our room
He was spaced out on the bed sleep , I sighed and put my phone onto the charger then put my coat and shoes up
I stood up and swallowed , I started getting the nauseous feeling , I held my stomach then gagged before running to the bathroom and locking the door
I lifted the toilet seat then held the sides of the toilet before throwing up something red and thick , I scrunched my face up before gagging once more into the toilet , I held my hair back as I gagged one more time but nothing came out so my stomach cramped and I stayed in that position for a little while longer
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I heard the bed move and I flushed the toilet then got up slowly and went to the sink to brush my teeth then wash my hands
I turned to look at the door as a soft knock began
" alright " I whispered then opened the door
" can we talk ? " he asked and I shrugged walking past him
" please ? " he asked again walking after me
I sat on the bed and rubbed my thighs as my stomach turned .... I was so uncomfortable
" look last night was a huge mistake , I would never even think about hitting you - " I shook my head
" so why did you ?!! " I screamed tearing up
He shook his head and shrugged
" never in a million years , would I have ever thought that you of all people even have the mindset to want to fight others , especially because 2 years ago you were all about peace " I said shaking my head
" I still am , that's why I'm trying to make this right between us , I'm hurting just thinking about how much pain I caused you yesterday " he said going to sit on the bed
I looked down and held my stomach then shook my head he doesn't even deserve to know about his child because I'm not going to tell him then be afraid that he'll hit me in the stomach on purpose
" Jas ? " he asked looking at me
I turned back at him then looked back down not yet at least
" Jacob " I whispered
" yeah ? " he responded
" I really need you right now " I whispered as my voice cracked
He got up and walked around the bed then crouched in front of me
" I'm here " he whispered
I started crying and he picked me up as he stood then sat on the bed with me on top of him
I continued to straddle him as he rubbed my back softly , I laid my head on his chest as he laid back and threw the covers on top of us
" I love you Jasmine , more than the world , and please know I never want to hurt you " he said looking at me as he teared up
