The lonely soul. Ziall fanfic

Chapter 3: Is this possible?

Zayn's POV 

Niall, Niall Horan. The name bounces around my skull right until I sit next to this person. Every step I take I see a flash of a feature. a feature from this 'Niall's' face.

First: his cheeks. His soft baby skin like cheeks. round and gentle.

Second: his nose. Slightly curving upwards but not too much. Just perfect like him.

Third: his plump red lips. He's looking down right now and is biting his lip. He needs to stop it's just too hot. I just want to kiss them..

Finally he looks up and i see those eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes. They looked like a summers sky and it was truly breathtakin-

Wait what the hell am I thinking. First of all I'm not gay. So these thoughts are just twice as strange. Second of all I'm Zayn fucking Malik. I don't fall in love especially since.. her.. No Zayn! don't think of her. She's the past now you need to move on. 

Eventually I get to my newly assigned seat and I sit down next to the beaut- the boy. He looks even better up close. But somethings off about him he seems almost nervous? Do I make him nervous?  Why am I even thinking these things. Fuck! why am I thinking about him. I need to get him off my mind.. but how. 

I look around the room and my eyes land on 2 boys looking at me while smirking evily. I just glare back and they start whispering, but not very quietly. I hear every word they say.

"hey Lucas is that meant to be THE Zayn Malik?"
"yeah so?"
"he looks like a sissy we should get him after class"

I miss the rest of the conversation because sir had to start speaking and taking the lesson. I dont pay attention though. I mentally can't. My mind keeps on drifting to something.. or more specifically, someone. This is ridiculous. I shouldn't be thinking like this. I shouldn't be so obsessed with looking at the boy. At the innocent boy. That makes it worst. He doesn't look like he could hurt a fly and he seems so observant. I better keep my guard up around him. I can't let him or anyone else find out my secret. Oh no that would be disastrous and would most probably end up with me being dead.. literally. 

The bell finally rings and we're all free to go. I have free period next. I'll probably bunk I normally do. I hear movement from beside me and I see Niall getting his time table out. I sneakily look at what he has next. He has free period as well. That's awesome. Maybe I'll talk to him and- God what is wrong with me!? I need to stop! Like right now! I leave the room hurridly and decide to sit on the wall outside. I'm just sitting there when my head suddenly comes into contact with some object and I fall to the ground Hearing someone screaming my name all the way down.