The lonely soul. Ziall fanfic

Chapter 5: why??

Nothing. I feel, I hear nothing. Well the last one's a lie. I can hear a familiar beeping. One that I have heard so many times. It's a hospital heart moniter. But, why an I in a hospital. Did my step-father beat me again?

No. If he would have beaten me my whole body would be aching and in pain but the only The only thing that hurts is my head. What happened? I can't remember a thing.

A person's face flashes into my mind. Those blue eyes and that blond hair I recognise.
Niall. Did he do this to me? No. He's way to innocent...but he's the only person I can remember from the incedent, he must have done it, it's the only resonable explination. What if he tried to help me? but why would he? he doesnt know me.. I guess that's the smae answer to the opposite question. Why would he do this to me? What have I done to him, he doesn't know me. 

I try to open my eyes but no matter how hard I try they seem glued together. Great i guess I'll have to rely on my ears... God! that heart moniter is really annoying me! Man how much I would love to just smash it and.. No! concentrate Zayn, you can do this. 

I can hear whispering but what are they saying I can't hear them, this heart moniter is too fucking loud! Ok, calm down, take a deep breath and try harder. 

"Is he gonna be ok?" That voice.. I know it, the Irish accent, the soft soothing tone... It's Niall's! What is he doing here? and why does he care if he did this to me?

"Yes mr. Malik will be fine, he will wake up soon but since he's been unconsious for 2 days he might have some troubles opening his eyes, so if he's still asleep in 5 minutes, take these peices of material and gently dab his eyes with luke warm water, that should do the trick." 

Oooh, that explains why I can't open my eyes. Well I have been passed out for 2 whole days, man, that's a long time, Wait! what about Saffa. I swear if Malcome has hurt my only sister I will kill him myself! (oh and yes i do know that Zayn has more than just 1 sister) Right i need to stay positive.

"hey Zayn I'm guessing your awake but can't open your eyes so I'm gonna try and help you ok? like I did before. I'm so sorry I didn't warn you about Stan and Lucas I guess I was scared? I don't know anyway, I understand that you probably want me to go when you wake up but until then I'm going to stay here sinse no one else has." 

I feel warm liquid (probably water) being pressed lightly against my eyes, washing away the sleep in my eyes. I'm still confused though. Was it Stan and Lucas that hurt me? or Niall? 

"Come on Zayn, please open your eyes, let me see your chocolate orbs." 

Does he really care or.. wait why do I care. That's right I don't care. I'll never make the mistake of caring about other except Saffa. Everything or everyone I care about is always taken away from me. That's why I act like I do. It's for protection. If I open my eyes now, I'll need to keep my walls up, I really need to open my eyes... So that's what I do, only, I regret it moments later...

heya :) I hope your enjoying the story :D sorry if there are errors I am trying my best.. I know that my chapters are short but I only have a limited amount of time everytime I write so for that I apologize :) If you keep reading thanks if you don't then... ok your choice.

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