The lonely soul. Ziall fanfic

Chapter 10: It's my only choice.

Zayn's POV

I hope Niall (or as my sister calls him Nialler) didn't hear my comment. I mean, sure he is cute... but button cute. It's not like i have a crush on him of anything, even if he did  make me laugh, and I am very grateful for everything he has done but I'm not gay, at least I don't think I am....

Niall's POV

After our little encounter in the living room, we all go to the kitchen to get something to eat. We all sit down at the same time. 

"So.. who's making food?" I ask.  The other two just shrug their shoulders. "Well I can't! I burn everything!" I exclaim. Zayn just smiles and shakes his head. 

"I guess I'm making food then?" I nod my head enthusiastically. Well, what can I say I love food. I wanna hear his laugh again. That beautiful musical sound that made my heart melt. I can't believe what Saffa said! That must be horrible. Zayn must of looked after His little Saf after his mother died because there is no way, his step dad has. What he has done, or should I say seemingly has done, to Zayn disgusts me. Who would do that to such a beautiful creature.

"Niall... Niall! NIALL!" I snap out of my thoughts and look up at the new chef. "I have been shouting your name for ages, anyway can you get me the glasses please?" 

I leap up to my feet and open the cupboard. I try and reach for the cups but I'm only a little Irish leprechaun so even on the tips of my toes I can't reach. I feel a presence behind me and then someone lean over me. It's Zayn, I can tell from his smell.

"I'll get them for you" He whispers lowly into my hear making me shiver, I hope he doesn't notice.

Zayn's POV

I'll get them for you." I whisper. I don't even know why I'm going this it just... feels right? I feel him shiver beneath me. 

"thanks" he breaths out. It makes me smile knowing he has this reaction to me. 

He turns his head toward me as I finish getting the cups. Our faces are even closer than this morning! we stare at each other and he starts leaning in. I don't know why but I do too. My eyes delicately shut and my heart starts to  flutter. As soon as i can feel his breath on my lips, my heart goes into over drive. His lips caress mine so gently i can barely feel it.. but at that moment Saffa taps my leg. I whip around and look down at her. She just points at the food and i know instantly what she means. I spent so much time getting the cups that I forgot about the food. I rush over to the stove and turn it off. The bacon that was once pink is now black. I sigh and sit down.

"Let's just get food from the bakery." Niall suggests. I agree and we get our stuff on to go. 

It's then that I remember that it's Sunday. I have school tomorrow, and I have Saffa. I can't leave her on her own and I can't take her with me. That means I have to find someone to keep her for me. There's only one family member left, my aunt, but she hates me. She's my only choice, and that means i won't be able to see Saffa.. Because my aunt lives in America....

I look at Saffa running around twirling like the child she is. Tears well up in my eyes. My beautiful little flower.. Niall looks at me with concern in his eyes. 

"are you ok?"  he mouths. I just nod and smile weakly.

But truth be told... I'm not ok....

Heya Lovelies!! This is the next chapter. I tried to make it longer so.. Yeah! I hope you like it!

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