The lonely soul. Ziall fanfic

Chapter 6: the truth

Heya everyone, I just wanna warn you, this chapter might be confusing because i'm going to be switching from Niall's POV to Zayn's ect so yeah if you get confused im sorry :/

Niall's POV

I hope Zayn's ok. I'm so worried but I don't know why though. He obviously hates me and well, I'm.. me. No one notices me, no one cares about me, heck even I don't care for me.

I may not know but I stil keep dabbing his eyes with the warm water. I hope he wakes up soon. 

I pull the cotten away from his eyes and I grab his hand.. what? spur off the moment. Any way while gripping his hand I whisper sweet nothings into his ears. 

"C'mon Zayn open your eyes, let me see your chocolate orbs." I wait a few moments and just as I am about to give up and leave I sneak a peak at his face, only to be greated with those smouldering eyes.

Zayn's POV

As soon as his eyes meet mine, I'm drowning. I'm flying. I'm drowning in a breathtaking blue sea.. but I'm flying, flying sky high in the crystal sky. I see his mouth moving but I hear nothing. I can't hear anything. I feel a tight burning in my chest but I have no idea where it is coming from. My eyes scan the room and I take a quick glance at the glowing green light from the heart moniter.. but what it displays can't possibly be right. The beats are much too fast!

wait! The heart moniter, the burning into my chest, Niall's voice. I'm not breathing, I can't breath. I look back at Niall as my vision slowly begins to blur. Just as my eyes start to droop, I feel a sharp stinging in my cheek and that seems to snap me out of my trance. My breath comes back in short gasps, short gasps in which I can hear, and now I can hear Niall's soft soothing voice.

"Oh! thank god! I thought you were going to die on me. don't scare me like that ever again. I was soooo worried!" 

All of a sudden I feel warm arms wraped tightly around me. I start to lean into his embrace before I realise the facts.. This is Niall Horan, he's the reason I'm in here. I try to push him off, but I'm too weak.

"Get off me" I growl menacingly.

He pulls off quickly and looks at me stunned.

"w-what?"

"You heared, me! It's because of you that I'm in here!" He look at me with pure innocents in his eyes.

"Of course it's because of me, who else would it be."

"If it's your fault then why would I want you here?" His face turns from confusion to disbelief.

"If it wasn't for me you'd be dead!"

"oh really! I didn't know smashing someones head in is the new form of life saving... just go. I don't want you here." 

Tears well up in his eyes I feel a sense of guilt before hapiness sets in. Good, he should feel hurt it's what he deserves.

"Fine." He says while walking backwards his tears falling down his cheeks but he wipes then away quickly. "But before I go you should know the truth. I didn't hit that stupid fucking brick across your head. I was the one who called teh hospital, I'm the one who wraped your head in my jacket and shirt. I'm the only one who stayed with you this whole time, and by the looks of it, I'm the only one that cares." He then just turns around and walks away.

Ouch. that hurt but he's right. I jumped to conclusions. Now that he has mentioned it, I'm starting to remember. Him looking after me, holding me.. and kissing me.

Niall's POV.

That fucking asshole! How could I be so stupid as to think he might actually have a heart, that he might care even a little bit about something other than himself. Well I obviously thought wrong. I'm so stupid to care for him. I guess that's all I am right? stupid, worthless, pathetic... 

Yeah, that's all I am, and that's all i ever will be. No one does care for me, and no one ever will.

Well, at least 2 of us have learned the harsh truth of life.

Yay! that's the next chapter. sorry if it's short I'm trying my best :)

xxx Mrshazzabear.