The lonely soul. Ziall fanfic

Chapter 8: You don't have to be alone

Zayn's POV 

My sister's crying. I can't hear it, but I know. I feel someone shaking next to me. I turn my head and am engulfed with the smell of my Saffa. I crack my eyes open and I whisper in her ears sweet nothings.

"I'm glad your awake Zayn"

"Me too snowflake me too, how long have i been sleeping for?"

"i don't know around 12 hours." Not too bad then.

"Ok why don't you go to sleep?"

"Sing to me?" Sing? sing what? I don't know many songs.." I got one which should help her sleep.

"sure baby" I start singing I'm already there, by lonestar, it was our mothers favourite song because our dad died in the army. I picture the music in my mind.

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
Im your imaginary friend
And I know Im in your prayers
Oh Im already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Dont worry about the kids theyll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that Ill be in your dreams tonight
And Ill gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

Im already there
Dont make a sound
Im the beat in your heart
Im the moonlight shining down
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But Ill be with you wherever you are

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there
Oh Im already
There

By the time I'm finished she's sound asleep. I smile fondly at her and i kiss her on the top of her head. I tck her in with my jacket and I stand up.

"you have a great voice."

Niall's POV

"You have a great voice." 

He whirls around quickly but when he sees me he relaxes."

"You scared me" he says. I have nothing to say so I just shrug. "Is there anywhere I can put Saffa I dont want her to sleep on the couch she'll be sore in the morning."

"of course she can sleep in my room."  He smiles greatfully and thanks me before taking her upstairs carefully. when he comes back downstairs he sits where his sister was and just looks down. 

"you really care for her don't you?" 

"yeah she's the only thing i live for." i just nod even though he can't see me and we both go silent. I start to turn around when i hear a sniffle. I look back and I see Zayn shaking. 

"Zayn?" I call out softly. That's when he breaks down.

"I can't do this anymore Niall! I don't like who I am, Im only a child I can't look after my sister all the time. I dont like being this horrible monster, I wasnt always like this you know?" He finishes softly and looks at me with his blood shot eyes. "I used to be able to cry because I would have someone there for me. But now? I can't show that weakness not infront of my sister. Not when I'm alone."

I just look at him. I know how he feels, more than he knows. I was like that when i first became alone. When i lost everyone because of my sexality. All i ever wanted was somebody to be there for me. Even though he blamed me and he was a dick, I know how he feels and nobody should feel that way. i sit next to him and wrap my arms around him, 

"You don't have to be alone anymore. I'm here for you and I will help you." He looks at me with tears in his eyes. he smiles weakly at me before responding.

"Thank you Niall."

We both lie down on the sofa and fall asleep. I really want him to know that I am here for him because I know now why I care for him. It's because I love him. It sliped out when I thought he was dying from the bullet wound but I don't think he rmembers. 

So now, I'm just going to lay back and embrace this short piece of perfection, since I am in the arms of the boy I love...

I thought we needed a little more Ziall love so here it is :D oh and u should seriously listen to the song it is amazing :)

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