The Other Girl

The only way

He got my message.
I could not continue like this anymore.

Our affair had gone on long enough and to make things worse, Cheyennes baby is going to be my sibling, my lovers girlfriend is the mother of my brother or sister.

"Pascal, meet me in the garden by the pool, make an excuse, say you have gas, but we need to talk"

"I'm here, what's the matter?"
"Whats the matter!!?"

"YOUR BABY IS GOING TO BE MY BROTHER OR SISTER AND YOU'RE ASKING ME WHATS THE MATTER!!?"

"Calm down Lilly, its not a big deal"

"Not a big deal!??.....Pascal you don't understand, you were never the other girl, you never knew how it felt to be inl...I mean infatuated with someone you couldn't possibly be with and then you made us official, official just so you didn't feel guilty about having sex with me. Just sex. Sex sex SEX Pascal.
You didn't have to lie in your bed for nights on end in agonizing pain, the pain I felt was pure, it was heart clenching and stomach turning. I had the fear of losing you but you weren't even mine. Pascal, I was the other girl, I will always be the other girl to you. You and Cheyenne are going to have a beautiful ,healthy baby, and me...I'm most probably going to contract and std somewhere along my way of being a skank. Yes!! A fucking skank. Literally.....

And its all your fault!

You had to give me that stupid note, you had to have perfect pecks which chiseled into my mind.
There is no other way to describe what I want from you, there is no other way I feel for you Pascal, but..."

" No buts Lilly, we can make this work..."

"No Pascal, we actually cannot. You don't know how difficult it is to look at you without having to avoid the urge of throwing myself at you. You don't understand what it feels like to be cheated on. You are only the cheater. Sure I know we're not a real couple but you are having on going shenanigans with Cheyenne, what will she do if she finds out?"

"She's not going to!"

"Honestly, lay it all on me...what made you cheat and why me...WHY!!??"

"Lilly, I got bored, remember I told you how Chey had a plan, well after two years I became extremely horny and I wanted to have sex. And well, everyone knew you weren't a virgin, so you were perfect for my wants and well needs, I never wanted you to get hurt, I never wanted this to develop into what it is."

Suddenly Cheyenne appeared from behind the bushes, "what has developed Pascal, huh?? What!?"
She said sobbing.

I looked at her in despair whilst she shouted out to Pascal and I.

"I cannot believe you, you bastard, you skank, you're fucking worthless to me Lilly, and Pascal , I love...I loved you, I gave you a baby..and this is how you repay me?!"

"You're not giving me a fuckong baby, you're giving our child away. Besides I never wanted children, I wanted sex."

Oh he said it.

I saw a different side of Pascal when he was yelling at Cheyenne, I couldn't believe it.

"You knew our relationship was falling apart, that's why you probably planned it all Cheyenne, you planned to have sex with me just before you got your period, you planned to have a fucking child just to keep our crappy relationship going, but we both know it was just a show. I acted like a gave a damn public, but as soon as you got me alone, you would rain a tonne of bricks on my head, saying I'm a disgrace, you were the cause of me cheating Cheyenne, I seemed a release from someone who would give it to me, who wouldn't scream and shout if I didn't buy her flowers if I rocked up late."

"What are you trying to say baby?"
"Drop the act Cheyenne, I'm not buying it anymore, we're done"

"But ba-"

Cheyenne fell to the ground.

I rushed up to her and patted her flushed cheeks..she was unresponsive.