The Other Girl

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So much time has passed since Pascal and I had last seen each other,so many things have changed.

Mom and dad are talking to me again, only briefly to ask me to bring them diapers or fresh formula for my baby brother Markus.

Every time I looked at baby Markus ,one thought came to mind.

Pascal and I in my room,I'm wearing that blue lacey number and he is heaving on top of me.

I cherish that one moment, its so difficult to be without him,but every time I look into Markus' eyes, I see that same sparkle Pascal has. That same glitter and twinkle.

Markus has the same olive skin as Pascal.

Markus is the mini Pascal, but there's one problem...Markus is my brother!
And I can't love Markus the way I love Pascal.

Pascal is my one and he just doesn't know how I feel.

I want him to know, but my parents have forbid Me to ever seeing him outside of school.

I thought parents always wanted to best for their kids, Pascal is my best. He always will be.And there is nothing that can change the way I feel, they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, well he's absent I'm my life after school and I am just growing fonder for him, I lust for him again. I want to feel that thrust of passion between my loins.I want to breathe in his cologne, it acts as an elixir for my pleasure.

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I got a message from Pascal's brother at 2am, I looked at it and didn't even bother going online.

His brother is not my one, Pascal is.

I just wish people could see what him and I have, yes it was established on the grounds of a seemingly happy and stable relationship, but one thing caused Pascal to act out against Cheyenne in the way that he did.

One thing.

She did not satisfy him and frankly, I did.

Me, one person