Addictions [REVERSE]

43.Where is the Grim reaper?

Hola. This is a long one so buckle up and put on you seat belts and get ready to have the ride of your life.

"What you have done is unforgivable,"

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"Please, I'm really sorry," Zackary pleaded and it was really funny to see if you were sat where I am. I didn't believe he had this side to him.

"If you want her, you can have her Sir but please spare me," He cried. What a pathetic piece of junk. What kind of man is he, if he can't even stand up for himself?

Alexis chuckles lowly.

Stop him! This isn't right however much you want it to be.

My mind is running all over the place. I'm happy and angry at the same time. Confused and sad. Scared and relived.

I don't know what to feel anymore.   

"This is crazy!" I whisper to myself holding my head.

Zackary kicks Alexis seat making him haul forward and slip his grasp on the gun for a bit. A bit enough to grab me in his grasp take out his gun and aim it at my head.

"Put your gun down and the girl won't get hurt," Zackary says out load with confidence but I can feel how sweaty he is.

"Scared much?" I whisper and he yanks the metal of the gun against my forehead.

Ahhh, well if he kills me! It'll be instant death, no pain.

"The tables have turned Montigue," Zackary spits.

Alexis sniggers evily which put Zackary in alarm. "I thought you were cleverer than this,"

"Go ahead and shoot Zack," He demanded.

Zackary was in fury and my brain couldn't even register what was going on. Stupid brain!

Zackary turned off the safety lock and pressed the trigger. A loud bang echoed through my ears and I shut my eyes closed.

However I felt no pain, no impact.

Where is the grim reaper when you need him?

I opened my eyes and saw light. Yes! I'm going to heaven. Thank you God.

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Oh no...

it was just the sun shining in my eyes.

I WAS ALIVE!

Never been so upset in my life. I thought I was going to go to heaven.

"With all the bad things you've done, I doubt it," Alexis says his eyes red.

"Why does everything hurt?" I groan in the hospital bed as Alexis helps me sit up.

Alexis grabs my face in his hands and I look into his eyes and I see tears. Tears?

I have never seen him cry in my life.

"I' m so glad you okay," He said his voice quivery. "I know what I did was crazy but I had to, I just had to!"

"I was crazy to put you in that situation, but I had to let you free!"

Tears burned to be let out.

"There were no bullets in that gun, you just passed out but you scared the life out of me," Alexis whispers against my lips.

He squeezes my hand.

"I know!" I whisper, deep inside 'I knew'....

That Alexis could never turn on me. After all we were each other addictions and we never give up on Addictions.

That was an intense ride ladies and gentlemen's. As you can tell I suck at emotional writing. This book has not ended yet so don't count on it. THIS IS NOT AN ENDING! I love this book way to much to have end it just yet.

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