30 Things

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30 things I wish I knew before I started cutting.

1. Razors are a pain in the butt to get out.
2. Don't ever let something get to the point where you cant control it.
3. Shaving will never be the same.
4. Cuts hurt way longer than just when you're in the shower.
5. Sleeves move around, and they don't always cover.
6.  The fabric in your jeans will rub against you and make your body feel like it's on fire.
7. One cut will never be enough.
8. Every line, mark, scrape you see turns into a trigger. 
9. Blood smells really really bad.
10. The scars will constantly remind you, even on good days.
11. You're not sure why it feels good. It just does.
12. ^ Sometimes it doesn't feel good and will make you cry.
13. You'll start to feel disgusting. 
14. Bandaids, neosporin, and razors are expensive.
15. Cuts itch.
16. People will ask why you're itching.
17.  You're too hot to wear that hoodie? Too bad.
18. You'll throw away all your razors, and then feel like a physco the next day when you're digging through the trash. 
19.  No matter what excuse you tell yourself for doing it, none of them will be valid.
20. People will think.it's for attention. You'll start to believe them.
21. Youll want to stop, but wont know how.
22. It will tear your heart out when your bestfriend does it once.
23. Some places feel Better than others.
24. Skin doesn't always grow back the way you want it too.
25. You'll feel like a charity case.
26. Some people will treat you like one too. 
27. Youll get angry if you forgot your razors.
28. Your moms going to cry really hard when she sees them.
29. Your mom will blame herself. 30. You'll always have the scars.

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