Chapter 30

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Clary's POV 

I stare at the ceiling feeling nothing just nothing. After hearing the news I heard Sebastian being happy about his new heir and who can take over the business. I dont want that to happen. I dont want to let his cruel intentions to the world continue. 

There is only one thing I can do. I need to kill it. I never thought I would be able to kill a baby. But its not just a baby, its a monster. If it did survive I would try to bring it up right but who knows what would happen. 

Sebastian has been happy. Too happy, I know he is hiding something im not that ignorant, I just wished I knew what it was. Its been 26 hours sense I heard I was pregnant. Sense then I have not slept, eaten, or bathed. Only quick rushes to the bathroom to empy whatever was left in my body. I locked myself in here. Wont let anyone in they even tried my mom and Jace. No one will get to me I have  blocking ruin on the door.

I dont know what to do. Keep the baby and risk loosing its humnaity or lose mine and rid him of the crime filled life he will have. 

I would love to think Sebastian changed but I know its a lie. There is no truths in this world. Just nothing but pettiful lies passing as something no were near the truth. 

I'm lost.

Gone.

Ruined.

And its all his fault.

Why am I even here?

Whats keeping me here?


Hey guys sorry for not being alive! Im here for a while. There is no excue except my app stopped working and I lost motivation. Hope you enjoyed.... DONT KILL ME.

What should clary do?

keep baby

kill baby

nothing

leave

let me know in comments!


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